I'm A Beast ( Bangchan x reader)

chapter Twenty Three: Awake

A week had passed.

Both you and Chris are completely fine now.

You spent the week watching movies together, you Chris and the boys.
You had a lot of fun, but you hadn't private time with Chris.

only a few pecks since the boys won't leave your side and always protectively circling you.

The boys went back to training, and small missions.

And finally you and Chris are alone.

"by the way, can we talk?" you asked while laying on bed with Chris in his vast bedroom.

"Yes we will ..and I know.. Changbin told me everything"

"oh"

"I know you're still mad y/n, I know you need a clarification and imma give it to you".

"O-okay" you said your heart
pounding in anticipation.

"I may approached you because it felt sorry for you at the start... but it quickly changed.."

"You know that I hate it when people pity me Chris"

"I know how it feels to lose a parent... I wanted to comfort you.. especially because it was mainly my father's fault.. he's in jail now and I know he deserves it.He committed a lot of crimes.. innocent people died..." he paused and looked down in shame.

"I didn't want to be in shit.. I didn't ask for it ..I was forced into this world...I was so lonely..But the boys saved me, you saved me...I approached you to make you feel better to make you feel loved the same way straykids made me feel.. I know how it feels to be alone and I didn't want you to feel that way..I didn't know you back then, I mean it wasn't personal.. but I had a strong urge to do so." he added.

"Chris" you said, you felt really bad.

"You and stray kids are the best thing that ever happened to me.. y/n I fell in love with you the moment I saw you...I wasn't planning to do so.. I only wanted to be your friend I knew that falling in love you will put you in danger but I still did.. I was selfish but I couldn't help it... I'm head over heels for you"

"Chris I love you too, and I appreciate it so much, because you saved me..you saved me not only from the world but also myself...i hated myself the most..i felt lonely but you were sent to me and made me the happiest" you said tears falling down your cheeks, you cupped his face and kissed him.

You pulled away looking into his eyes.

⚠️Smut warning ⚠️

Your heart started beating fast wild thoughts racing in your mind.

You missed him and its been a while since you two had sex.

So why not.

Both if you want it anyway.

you cleared your throat, blushing a bit.

"you know y/n.. your eyes can tell everything " he said taking you off guard.

You thought you weren't obvious.

He stood up locking his wooden door.

You gulped knowing what's coming next.
Excited, craving his touch.

"wh-at what do you mean my eyes can tell?" you stuttered.

"your eyes are begging me to take you.."
He took off his clothes.

He jumped on the bed and positioned himself on top of you.

"lemme help you get rid of these clothes okay?"

you nodded. Feeling yourself getting wet by each word and each touch.

"You know how much I missed this Chris"

"me too... Come one baby girl..be a good girl and spread them for me...lemme make you feel good"

You did as he said...
He's gentle as always..

"I'll go slowly okay....when you're ready"

Your fingers interlocked.
Sweating... whimpering and moaning each others' names.

...

"Aaah fuck" said Chris collapsing beside you on the bed.

Both of you catching your breath..

"You did great babygirl... you're amazing you know that...you know so fuckin well how to make me go crazy for you" he praised.

"I loved it too Chris...you made me feel so good baby" you said playing with his locks.

Both of you cleaned yourselves.

"Come here let's take a short nap...here babygirl place your head on my chest..lets rest a bit"

you put your head on his bare chest, your hand places on his abs touching them.

slowly drifting to sleep.

narae~