ENCHANTED

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You found comfort in Jungkook's touch and smell as he had you pressed to his chest and kept kissing your head and running his hand through your hair.

"I'm so sorry Jungkook... sometimes I just can't control the way I feel"

"I know it's difficult. If you don't wanna do it you don't have to do it. I know I always keep saying that I wouldn't have been able to do it without you. I'm their father I'll have to find a way to raise them because they're my children too it was my decision to bring them in this world Ria's was a different case but still I wanted that child so I'm responsible to provide for them..." He keeps saying but then you hold his hand and he pauses.

"Jungkook I know you feel like you're not doing enough but believe me you're the best." He chuckled at your remark.

"Seriously you have no idea how much respect I have for you for accepting Ria as your own child. No other man would've done that. Also you married Dahyun even with her child and built a home with her and you guys didn't love each other then. You are the last person that brings me hope that good men exist."

"I did have my own flaws. I used to work until very late, sometimes I procrastinate pushing my work until the deadline, then I drink a bit too much. And sometimes I get lazy when at home"

"They're acceptable flaws. I had a very problematic husband so I know how bad people can be. He fucked my life so bad sometimes I didn't just wanted to live anymore..."

"Hey"

"I got out through that. And I delude myself into thinking I have some happiness stored for me"

"I'm gonna make you happy" he said holding your face in his hands.

"We only have each other. If this doesn't works out I don't know how I'm gonna live" you tell him when he shakes his head leaning closer to you. He presses a kiss on your lip and you pull him closer allowing him to move inside taste you and make you breathless, the kiss grew passionate and magical. His hand moved around the curves of your waist. After a few minutes when it started feeling like you might just get carried away because your bodies started reacting a certain way, you had to pull back from his touch.

"Right now I might not head over heels crazy for you but I will get there when I've gotten out of my guilt ridden phase" he tells you truthfully.

"There's no reason for us to rush. We don't have any people to please. It's just us we can do anything we want." He smiled at you before you got up to take a peek into Yejun's room and came back but saw him struggling to keep his eyes open.

"We should go sleep now" you tell him.

"Will you lay beside me?" He asks you without hesitation.

"Umm... I don't know..." you reply hesitantly.

"I feel so fucking miserably alone you've got no idea"

"I do know that... as much I as I loved my solitude sometimes it's unbearable"

"I don't wanna let you feel alone no more" he says keeping his hands around your waist as he stands in front of you.

"You're my last chance at love Jungkook. Even if it doesn't works out I'm never leaving your side" you tell him as you both walked inside to his room.

You brought your pillow and other stuff that you needed and kept it on the bedside table. You opened the drawer and in there lied a expired half used night cream and lip balm. He peeked over your shoulder and then pulled himself back.

"What am I supposed to do?" You asked him letting your voice indicate a sensitivity towards his feelings.

"If its usable... just use it otherwise throw it away. I can't bear to look at it but I also can't keep holding onto it forever." You took a note of the brand and type the creams and lip balm were to make sure you never buy the same product again. You knew of Dahyun's habit of using the same product for such a long time that people would start  linking her with the same. Maybe the fragrance of the cream might be reminiscent of her or the flavor of the lip balm. You closed the drawer again and lied down on the bed when Jungkook watched you lying with his face towards you.

You ran your hand through his hair and then closed your eyes to sleep and asked him to "sleep" too.

The next day Jungkook stayed at home beside Yejun while he stayed in bed most of the time except for a walk around the house. He watched some cartoons with him on the tablet and then read books to him. The child did not like to stay confined like that but then he knew it was for his own good.

Jungkook got a hundred calls through out the day because of his absence at the office and you didn't even knew how many emails and texts. You asked him to go to the office the next day as you were at home free of any work and were completely capable of looking after the boy.

"Don't worry about us. You'll find your kid in one piece when you come back."
You tell him as he picks his car keys from the table and heads towards the door.

"Not that I'm just afraid he might trouble you too much. It's not easy to keep him from running around. Whenever he got sick since he was born I always had to stay home. Its not a new thing. I'll try my best to come back early." He told you when you held his hand and looked back at Yejun focused on the television. You quickly gave him a kiss on the lips before he left.

You turned around and walked to the couch. "Hey Yejun does your head hurt?" You ask him sitting beside him.

"No" he said shaking his head but then folded his hands and frowned at you.

"What happened baby?" You asked him.

"You lied to me. I'm angry." He said.

"When? About what?" You asked him trying to work your mind what could he possibly be talking about.

"You and daddy lied. You kissed, I saw. Like mom and dad used to kiss." He said angrily but he looked so cute doing that you wanted to squish his little cheeks.

"It's not like that. Are you not happy to see me with your dad? You can tell me.. be honest..."

"Daddy is happy. Don't leave him." You hug him hearing his innocent words. A child doesn't filters his words.

"If you marry daddy can you bring a baby sister? Mom said a baby might come but then..." He didn't knew how to complete the sentence. Dahyun might have mentioned to the children about a possible pregnancy when she hadn't confirmed it. She might have thought they wouldn't remember but those were their some of the last moments with her and they remembered every bit.

"If... if we get married a brother or sister might join us. But he or she might not be a baby and might be a bit older."

"Then it'll be more fun. Babies can't play." He says and you wonder how he always has the best answer to everything. You look at his eyes resembling Jungkook's when you lie down on the couch lazily but he cuddles with you lying upon you.

"Aww Yejun you're so sweet" you said wrapping your arms around him.

"Can I sleep like this?" He asked. He must've been put to sleep like this by Dahyun sometimes and he missed that warmth.

"Sure honey" you said to him as he rested his head on your chest with his eyes closed his little body covering you. You took his hand in yours and looked at the tiny fingers marveling at this innocent being who was robbed of someone so important. You couldn't for the sake of anything think about leaving this child at any point. You loved him so much selflessly and unconditionally.

You stood up slowly with him in your arms and went inside to make him sleep on his bed lying down beside him so that when he stretched over his hand he found someone and didn't feel left alone.