My soul still weeps,
Flooding from the sockets on my face-
Wondering why you aren't coming back.The ring on her hand,
I sit in a crowd,
Your suit is stunning,
Her smiling is glowing,
I applaud and stand,
Smiling, head held high-"You may now kiss the bride-"
A tear sheds,
I smile ear to ear,
It's fake.It's fake.
I'll wake up.
It's not too late."I can't wait to marry you-"
"When will we be wed-"
"A toast to the joyous couple. I now pronounce you husband and wife-"
You grab her waist,
Spin her around,
Kiss her deep-"How would you kiss me on our wedding?"
"Like this-"
The small of your hand on my back,
You dip me-I blink, your holding hands and approach me.
I stand and plaster my smile wider and tighter.
The tears threaten to spill.
If I cry, you'll leave.
I shouldn't be here.You get closer, her arms are hugging you so passionately.
"Dance with me like it's our first-"
"I can't dance to save my life, you know that!"
"Oh come on, you'll do fine-"You swing her in your arms, dancing smoothly.
You finally speak to me-
"Thank you for supporting me and being here. You're a great friend.""Yea. No probs."
"You look wonderful tonight."
"Well, it's a wedding."
Awkward silence. Per usual.
"Ahem, yes a wedding. It's a very nice one, a good first memory of many to come."
She gets up on stage, slurred and drunk-
She grabs at the karaoke mic-
"I want to announce our pregnancy!"
I stiffen.
It's too late.
I have to leave."How many kids do you want-"
"Two or three minis of us."
"Dogs?"
"2!"
"What would they look like-"
"My hair with your eyes! I love your eyes!!"He smiles and grins, running up to the stage and swirling her.
Everyone is tearing up, but not for the reason I am.
I place the drink down.
I squeeze to the exit.
Get in the car.
And drive.
Drive where?
I haven't decided.They're my roommates.
I'd rather not be home for all this.
I just drive.
Until I can't feel my body.
It's cold.
Help.
It's too late.
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