𝗱𝗼𝘂𝗯𝗹𝗲 𝗹𝗶𝗳𝗲 • 𝘀𝘂𝗻𝗸𝗶

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my love <3

sunghoon heeseung...

its too silent...

i know its been just 3 days
but i cant do this longer

heeseung please stop
texting and calling me

sunghoon even your mom doesnt
let me in, you know ive been
at your house everyday

heeseung dont avoid what i said

sunghoon then dont avoid me,
i am so worried about you and
you just push me away, my
heart is about to explode

heeseung you're not making
it easier for me

sunghoon what easier??? please
speak up about the stuff thats
on your mind, you think i never
noticed how distant you were the
last couple of months?? i tried to
wait for you to say something
but you never said anything

heeseung are you blaming
me now?? blaming me that i
never told you about whats on
my mind? what has been going
through my head when i see you?
blaming me for simple hiding away
my feelings, what if im scared???
want me to lose everything i love???
you know what, now that im talking
let me tell you everything that i have
been bottling up so that you can feel
great. my childhood has never been
easy. people betrayed me. friends or
family, doesn't matter because a human
is a human. be lucky i trusted you
because you could've never had me
in the first place. am i a pussy now
that im scared to lose the most important
person ever in my life?? and dont start
about the 'but this is a way you can lose
me too' stuff because i know that but
can a boy get some time? i love our
friendship, the most you can even
think of, i cried for hours because
you still didn't leave me, you are a
real one for keeping up with me.
friendship lasts forever but what
if we commit to it...? i can call you
mine, im all yours but the possibilities
of breaking up will be so much more
and then i really lose you... ow on
how i've been dreaming about kissing
you and just dates and couple photos,
i cant see you right now sunghoon...
my heart will explode too but for
another reason, just keep yourself
together okay? i will too, i promise
but i need time...

sunghoon i am so sorry.... i
really am, omg im so sorry, i
didn't know... uhm... take care
then, i have so much more to say
but i'll just leave you alone then...

heeseung i love you so much sunghoon

sunghoon i love you too heeseung

heeseung but it hurts so much|
but it hurts|
but|
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