Older Brothers am i right?

Broken

Weeks had past since new years,
I woke up one morning in such a good mood. I got ready for school.
" moooorrrninggg" I sang
"Someone's in a good mood" Tate and Brayden said
"Idk I just woke up happy " I said
I see max arriving downstairs . He looked depressed and depressed.
"U okay maxey?" I asked
" yea just tired" he said as he kissed my head

We ate breakfast and left for school.
I talked to all of my friends and I was so exited for spring break even though it was a long way away.
I had all my lessons and the day went by really fast. I came home and I sat down on the couch. I was exhausted.

I fell asleep on the couch until I was awoken by the front door
"Hey bray bray" I said
" hey" he said , he sounded like he had been crying
"U good?" I said
"Yea" he said as he ran upstairs

I knew bray. He was my brother. I have never seen him act like this. Minutes later I went upstairs.I knocked on his door.
" Brayden?" I said, slowly opening his door.
"What." He spat
I sat on his bed and layed my head on his chest.
"Lola and I broke up." He said
"Awwww I'm sorry" I say as I hug him.

Recently I've been having voices. Ever since new years. To go back to old habits.
-smoking
-drinking
-cutting
-starving yourself
-start doing drugs
I didn't tell anyone about them. I couldn't have them worry.but I was worried about Brayden.
I went downstairs and got icecream.
" I'll leave you to it" I say handing him the icecream .

I left his room and I sat in mine. I texted Jake and I talked to him for hours. Then the voices came.
What are you doing?
Kill yourself.
He only wants you for body .
Be skinnier.
Don't u miss the feeling of ecstasy in your system.
Forget yourself.
"STOP!" I screamed to myself.I can't do this. I had hidden a bottle of Bacardi and Absolute in my closet.
I downed it.
Much better ,the voices said.
But before I could , I heard footsteps. Mascara was running down my face.
"Oh my god. R u ok!?" Max said running up to me. He grabbed the Bacardi from my hand. I froze.
"Callie.... CALLIE!" He shouted
I felt like I couldn't move.

I felt someone pick me up and hug me.