His Empress

Thirteen

Alex's POV:
No no no no no
I grabbed my keys and jumped into my one of my cars
To be specific
the jeep
I drove as fast as I could over to jayda
When I arrived I opened her gate and
Knocked on the front door
First knock no answer
I knocked again
And she answered
"Weh yah do yah?"she questioned
"She's the reason yuh walk out pon mi lastnight ?"she added
"Jayda just easy nuh mi can cm in and explain please ?" I begged
Why am I so soft with her
A deven mi ooman
Yet.
She looked me up and down and scoffed
Closing the door in my face
Damn.
That's cold
"Jayda !!!" I called banging on the door
"Easy nuh dwq "I pleaded
She finally came back to the door and opened it
" come in before I change my mind"
When we sat down i immediately started explaining
" dwq a mi best friend ano mi girl or nun like dat I just like you..."
"Bestfriend ????" She laughed
"A Weh the bbc dis ?" She questioned
Ah bwoy
"Yes Mi best friend but it's not what you think she's like my little sister and lastnight why I left is because her bf was hitting her and I had to go help her" I explained
She sat down and folded her arms
Pouting her lips
Adorable
"Jayda... I'm sorry okay"
"It's okay I just didn't like how u behaved lastnight and then it made me overthink "
I wrapped my arm around her and she rested her head on my shoulder
This is better
Hate when she vex.
She lifted her head and turned to me
"Alex I have a question "
"Ah ask"
"What are we ?"
I froze in place
I don't do relationships anymore
Due to being busy and the life I have to uphold
Before answering her I scratched my head to think
Ahhh fuck
"Jayda..idk friends I guess it's uh complicated but I like you really do" I replied searching her eyes
But..she looked away
What did I say wrong?
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Jayda's POV:
Da yute ya ?
Friends??
Yah fuck out Mi ole and a bring mi out and a come a mi YAAD.
And yah tell mi wi a frenz and bout how it's complicated
And worst of all bout how YUH LIKE MI?
If he did him woulda been cuff mi
Him feel mia idiot?

"Alex..just.. since we are "friends" and since we are "complicated" leave please" I told him
In reaction to what I said
He scoffed and looked away to the direction of outside
"Weh yuh mean jayda ? Why yuh suh complicated ?"
He questioned
Me? Complicated
Smh I wish these men would understand
I don't have time for fuckry
It's either I'm urs or I'm not.

"Look Alex I don't want to "it's complicated" and "friends" but yet still your saying u have feelings for me ? Make it make sense. Mi like yuh a lot to but this whole complicated bull shit ago have mi a hurt mi self I don't want a repeat of what happened in my last relationship"

"But jayda what if I'm not ready ?"

"Then link mi when you are for now there's the door" I pointed

This hurt me to do..but this is all for my sanity

"Smh lata jayda"

As he walked out the door I could feel the tears streaming down my face like a waterfall

Was I wrong to do this ?
Was I right?
Sigh
I need someone to talk to
Days like this I really miss jordan.

Jordan's POV:
I woke up with my body aching and confused trying to recall whatever happened
I looked over and I saw jaz on her phone with her back turned to me
When I shifted on my side she felt it and tapped my shoulder
"Hey.." she greeted kissing me
Har mouth stink
Sleep breath x1000
"Yea man yea yea" I replied pushing her off me
Sleeping vibes bruk now
I grabbed my phone and went into the living room
As soon as I sat on the couch I heard my phone ring
When i checked who it was
It was.
It was...
JAYDA
Like today a my day
I practiced how I was gonna answer the phone quickly
" well well well look who the fuck is back"
No that do much
"Hey baby"
No wait what if jaz hear
Alright alright calm just ansa regular
I made up my mind and picked up the phone
"Y style jayda ?" I answered
"Hey.."
"Im sorry about the last encounter we had" she apologized
Fi har bwoy gone lef har
I chuckled quietly
"Dat good man"
"Suh Weh your bwoy deh" I teased
"Jordan mi nuh wah talk bout dat"she replied in a fixed tone so I shut up
The call went silent for a moment then I broke it
"Yuh wah guh the movies today or uh busy.. a lil sum to take your mind off whatever is wrong you seem down"
She paused for a while before answering
Maybe she's thinking
"I'd like that.."
"Great meet me at Carib 4 pm" I told her
When she hung up I was ecstatic
Until jazmine came in
"What you over here celebrating?" She asked suspiciously
"Gwann nuh man Nuh worry uh head" I told her
Mi hope she brush har teeth
"Mi ago brush mi teeth yah cm wid mi? Let's do the cute couples thing where they do it together"
She smiled and nodded in agreement
Thank god.

Alex's POV:
The drive home was...
I don't even know
My thoughts picked at me like how a pigeon picks at bread
Not even music could help me
What does she mean by that? Is she forcing me
Or she's just not in for the wait?
Maybe I should give her space for a few

When I pulled into my drive way and entered my house
I smelled a heavenly scent
Asia done cook
I rubbed my hands in excitement
"Oh yuh reach back" she smiled
"Yea man Weh mine deh?" I asked her
She pointed to the plate on the island counter
"Sit eat and speak "
"I'm sorry about what happened" she apologized
"Yuh good man" I assured her
"Who even was that" she asked
" a catty b Weh Mi like but yuh know things are complicated yuh know mi nuh do relationships because of the life I have..I have to manage work plus everything else mi nah nuh time fi love " I vented
"Mi understand man but did you explain all that to her ?"
"No I can't.. she doesn't know about my other life and she probably too posh fi understand"
Asia sighed and made her way over to me
Giving me a hug from behind
"It ago alright lex"she said kissing me on my cheek
Our eyes locked for a moment then she kissed me on my lips
I kissed her back
Wtf was I doing?