In the end

Chapter 47

Daisy's POV:

It's Monday, two days ago me and jax broke up, more like he cheated on me infront of my eyes but whatever, I'm numb enough to act like nothing happened.

I put on my blazer and grab my bag to go downstairs, today I was driving myself to school.
I felt like I was breaking my usual routine since jax used to be the one who picked me up from my house and dropped me off but I know that it will never happen again so I need to get used to it.
Ever since Saturday: jax never called or even texted me not that I wanted him to, but I would've at least expected him to call to explain, but no.
He meant everything he did didn't he?
I still couldn't wrap my head around it..it wasn't like jax to do something like that, but maybe it was and I was just another girl to him.
That feeling of being 'just another girl' to him is shitter than ever and I hated it.
I gave so much to that relationship and I lost a lot of myself in it too but now I feel like it was for nothing.
I lost a part of myself trying to keep him, how can I regain her back and promise I won't go back to him if he ever says come?

I park my car in the school car park and rush to my classes cause I was already ten minutes late.
When I get to my class it was already packed as usual, my heart thumps in my chest when I realise the only seat available is the one next to Jordan or emi and there's only one easy answer for that.
Jordan's eyes meet mine and a small smile creeps up on his face, I try not to smile back but it was a thing where I wanted to smile back because all I can think about is how I kissed those lips two days ago.

I go next to Jordan and place my things on the desk and then sit down.
I don't say hi, instead I expect him to say it to me. I never make the first move considering how I don't know what goes through a persons head, he could not want to speak to me for all I know.
'Hey' a few seconds pass after I sat down and he says hi which makes something inside me go yipee.
God what was this feeling? I hate it.
'Hi' I say back and he nods then looks away.
Was that it? Just a simple 'hey' without any conversation?
I don't say anything and just open my book to write what's on the board.
Ten minuets past and it was silent between us, I wasn't sure why.
I mean yeah it was kind of awkward between us at the moment but I didn't want it to be.
I felt the urge to start the conversation, so I do.
'How are you?' I look over to him and it wasn't even the end of my sentence until I see a smile slither on his lips.
'I'm alright' nothing follows after that..rude
This is why I never usually make the first move, because now I believe he doesn't want to speak to me: which was fine I don't care but..there is no but, I do care and it's making me want to ask him if there was a problem between us.
'Are we okay?' I ask and he doesn't look at me, instead he lifts his head up and just whispers
'Yeah, why wouldn't we be?'
'Right' I say and go back to what I was doing which is completely ignoring his unbothered behaviour towards me.

I don't know what it is about today but everything seemed to go slower than usual. It's been what feels like two hours but the time says there's thirty minutes till the end of class.
I check my phone for the time once again before I put it back into my bag.
'Daisy?' I look up to the teacher standing right next to me.
She had two of her hands placed on her hip and her face was showing the disappointment.
'I was just checking the-'
Before I could even explain myself the teacher puts out her hand requesting for my phone.
I sigh and take my phone out and place it into her hand.
'Thank you' she marched back up to her desk and places my phone on her desk.
I sigh and go back to scribbling on my notebook.
'Mrs rose?' The voice next to me speaks up but I don't look at him because I'm far too pissed off.
'Jordan?' The teacher asks back with a smile on her face.
Now that was weird..
Jordan gets up from his seat and walks to the teachers desk. Everyone in the class wasn't concentrating on them instead they were focused on writing the assignments objective down.
I look at mrs rose and Jordan but i couldn't hear nothing.
Yes mrs rose is a young twenty-six year old teacher without being married, and yes Jordan is a very attractive nineteen year old, so what? Am I right..?