Forever mine (Kohnnie)

❤ Chapter 13 ❤

~~~Johnnie~~~
Previously on Forever mine:
He's my mate, the feelings are gonna grow.
I knew I needed to prove my love to johnnie.

Me and jeydon were sitting on my bed.

"Don't mind him, he's protective" I flopped back on the bed.

"I-is he your b-boyfriend? Im sorry if hes not, i mean if youre not gay,"

"I'm not gay" I laughed

"I'm bisexual, he's not technically my boydriend." I sighed

"I just- don't know what we are" I looked at him and pet his cat (hahahahahaha no? Okay my bad)

"D-do you like him?" He asked.

"I don't know what I feel anymore" I closed my eyes

"What about you...ya know are you?"

"No, i still not sure about what i feel"

"That's okay, its hard sometimes" There was a knock at the door.

"Who is it" I didn't move away

"Kyle."

"What do you want" I'm not in the mood to argue with him.

"I-i just wanna talk!" I sigh "alone." He added

"Fine" I hugged and got off the bed

"I'll be back really fast" I said to jeydon and sat moke down. I got off the bed, opening the door.

"What kyle, I'm not really in the mood to argue." I closed the door behind me

"I-i dont wanna agrue. I wanted to talk to you, about well you know"

"What about it?"

"I-if still w-wanna do it.' He stratched the back of his neck.

"I still wanna do it, our argument changed nothing" I sighed.

"But uhm"

"But what?"

"I want to be...together first." I looked at the ground biting my lip.

"You know what, never mind it was stupid"

"I wanna be together too." I looked at him.

"I really didn't want Alex to turn me" I whispered

"I-i know, i should of believe you,"

"But you didn't, you thought I wanted to change bad enough I'd do it without you"

"I-it looked that way, im sorry."

"I'm gonna go to bed" I didn't really want to talk to him at the moment. I needed to talk to jeydon.

"W-wait please."

"What?"

"Please dont leave me." He whispered

"I'd never leave you" I got on my tip toes and kissed his forehead.

"I just need to talk to jeydon about something, okay?"

"Ok." He didnt seem all to happy about that

"I-I love you" I whispered

"I-i love you too." He smiled, i could tell it was forced

I sighed and went into my room, he doesn't love me. He doesn't want to change me because he doesn't want to be with me forever. I let a few tears fall before remembering jeydon was in my room.

"Are you okay?' Jeydan asked

"I'm fine" I rubbed my nose.

"So how long has been since he started hitting you?"I feel bad for the conversation to start that way.