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" Umm, dad Kaar had mentioned we had a function to attend, and apparently, I need a dress which you know I do not own any. is it okay if you could drop me off at the mall so I could get one? I have the cash for it I just need a ride".

" Dad will take you tomorrow" Kirti thanked her mum and was about to leave the room "Kirti are you okay?" she turned to face her mum with a small smile on her face, she had told her mum about the incident even though she was afraid but to her surprise, her mum was supportive and reassuring.  "Yeah, mum I am fine".

yes, Kirti had her license but now and again she would ask her dad to help her out by taking her somewhere just so that he did not feel like his princess did not need him anymore, well she did not but she hated the look of sadness on her dad's face so that's the reason she had asked.

Making her way onto her balcony Kirti plugged her ears with some music, not just any music but her favorite K-pop band her heart fluttered listening to them reminding her of the reason she fell in love with them remembering how important it was to love herself as the words of magic shop echoed in her head Kirti found herself at peace...

she had found them when she needed them when she was at her worst when everyone had walked out on her when she hated herself when she could not stand looking at herself, she found them when her heart had been shattered and her soul was lost when she felt that her world was crumbling when no one understood she had found herself at the door of their magic shop.

No one understood why she listened to BTS, to them it was just another band, to her they were her saving grace they were her comfort space her safe zone she wasn't romantically in love with them granted they looked like Greek gods but no she saw them as angels who helped her overcome her darkest times... It was through Namjoon that she found the courage... It was through Jīn that she found self-confidence... It was through Suga she learned to stand her ground... It was through Hobi that she learned to smile no matter how hard it was... It was through V she learned to own it... It was through Jimin she learned to never give up and it was through Jungkook that she learned to care... And it was through BTS she learned to love herself... And maybe no one will understand that but the smile that graced her face and the sparkle in her eyes reminded her no matter how hard it got they were always there... Not just them but their music which spoke volumes...

anger despair sadness anxiety any form of these negative emotions would just disappear the moment she would think of them, they were her safe space her comfort her anchors in this cold harsh reality, her seven angels who had rescued her from herself, who helped her find herself worth, who made her love herself she knew that she was in this bangtan shit for life, it was never a phase it was a lifestyle one that was healing in itself, one that allowed room for growth one that made you believe and fight for your dreams and one that never disappointed.

The only problem Kirti had from it all was choosing a bias well it was Namjoon but then she found Jungkook and realized it was him after all but then her bias wreckers were a wholly different story each one wrecked the other...

Kirti chuckled at the thought who knew that 7 boys could make her feel this much happiness who knew that 7 boys who didn't even know she existed could be her anchor... Their music and lyrics spoke the words she was afraid to say... Understanding how she felt when no one else did but most importantly made her realize that she was never alone.

has Home begun to play Kirti began to wonder when she will find her home and not in the sense of a building but in a person. when will she find her BTS? she shook the thought of now was not the time to think of that she chided herself.

little did Kirti know that thought did not merely cross her mind for nothing, little did she know the universe and fate had something very exciting in store for her.

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I dedicated this chapter to BTS for the sole reason that they were my saving grace, especially after everything that I had been through yes they get a lot of hate, and everyone is entitled to their opinions but don't demean something that makes the next person happy especially if you wouldn't like it done to you everyone is entitled to their likes and dislikes but is respectful don't pick on it cause sometimes things said and done cannot be changed

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