Fighting For Eachother

sleeping

We're watching some movie about the shark and no matter how much I love those movies I'm so tired and so sleepy.

We're downstairs, in the basement. As for we I mean James, Ria, Kayden, Mason and I

Me and Kayden are on one side of the couch, my back is pressed by the end of the couch and my legs are in Kayden's lap

Ria and James are on the other end and Mason is on the one couch, for one person

I'm not so comfortable right now and I'm trying to think in which position should I sleep. I want to be close with Kayden but I don't know in which position should I fucking sleep.

I sighed and Kayden looked at me
"Come here" he said and I smiled
My back was on his chest and my head was close to his neck, he put his head in my neck and we we're like that

His arms were tight around my waist

He kissed me on my lips and I kissed him back with smile, I mumbled Good Night and he kissed me close to my ear "Good night beautiful" then he started kissing my neck as I enjoyed it

Oh God

He found the spot and I gave him more space and he smirked in my neck, I put my hand on his that was around my waist as another was on my other side of the neck and on jaw

I looked around and saw that everyone were sleeping by now

"Kayd-" I almost moaned oh my god, "s-stop you need to sto- " now I moaned. And I'm so embarrassed and he smirked as I looked around if anyone heard us

Thankfully no one did.

I scoff at his smirk and then I moved out of his hold and on his lap and this was time for me to smirk. I put my one hand on other side of his neck where I won't kiss him now, and one hand under his ear

I started kissing him on his jaw and then on his neck until I found it

I started moving up and down in his lap and I could feel him that he's hard and I smirked, i did that as I was kissing his neck and was doing the hickey. Hehe there you go little bastard

And suddenly his phone started ringing, awesome.

We groaned at the same time and I move out of his lap, he wasn't happy about that but I show him at Ria,James and Mason, trying to tell him that they might wake up

I don't want them to think about Kayden and I having sex, which we don't, in the second they open they're eyes

He rolled his eyes at me and then he groaned and answered the phone

I guess he wasn't happy when he did it, he argued with someone over phone and then he laughed

Few minutes after he was done and turned his phone off, he sight in frustration

"You good?" I asked and he didn't answer me "Do you want to go to my room? We will have more space" I said and he smirked, then I got over my words and it did sound wrong

"To sleep" I said and show him off, he laughed and I shushed him

He only rolled his eyes to me as we stood up and started walking to my room when we got out

_______

I changed into black tank top and pj pants, I wear this when it's too hot for me to wear a regular pj shirt

I'm also so happy beacuse you can't see scars or bruises anymore. I mean, yeah you can see some but they're fading away. Just a little bit more time and they will be all gone.

I really am happy. I also started eating regulary and I'm not so small like I was before. I like my body. Just what I wanted. I mean, I'm still a bit small, in size I mean, but we're getting good.

I also have someone with me now. Not to forget Ria THO! But now, I also have someone that loves me the way I love them.

Kayden.

I'm so grateful for him, he couldn't be more perfect than he is.

I got out of the bathroom and saw him laying on my bed with only his joggers on

I couldn't help but not to look at his abs and oh my

"Take a picture it will last longer" he said and I laughed and smirked

"You too love, take a picture and it will last longer" I said and blew him a kiss and he smirked

I jogg over the bed and walked to him, sitting Infront of him

"You know what Kai?"

"What?"

"I don't have much pictures with you"

"Oh?"

"Mhm"

"Well let's  take some, come here" he said and I smiled, I knew I will get him to take pictures with me

We took some selfies and some mirror pictures while we laugh

One of my favourite was when we made a heart with our fingers together.

"Sent them to me" I said to him

We were now laying, he was laying on the bed and I was on him. My elbows proped up so I can see his face

"Will" he said and kissed me on my lips and I hummed , when we pulled away I wrap my arms around his neck and lay my head on his chest as his arms rested around the end of my back, close to my ass

"I love you" he said in my hair and tightened his grip

"Mm I love you too. So much" I added, I was half asleep by now

"Goodnight beautiful" he said and I mumbled Good night and I faded away

Kayden's pov:

The most beautiful being was sleeping with me, on me.

I can't forget that we will be separated soon. I have almost five months. Only five months.

I can't lose her. I can't be without her. I don't want to see her crashed when I die.

This is what I was fucking afraid of. This is what I fucking didn't want to be.

Attached to someone, knowing that I lose them, again.

And this time is different. Beacuse I am in love with this fucking girl. She just came in my life and boom I was all over her.

I don't want to hurt her. Hell, I don't want anyone to fucking hurt her.

She doesn't deserve me. She doesn't deserve all this. She deserves better life, better someone. But we're just—

We're just like a bone. Heart. Some shit, I don't know. When other isn't around, the other just doesn't work right. And I know that. We both do.

I hate it. I hate it. I hate that I love her so fucking much. I hate that she loves me . I hate that I will loose her.

I fucking hate it.

I don't want to go. I don't want her to go.

It's just all fucked up.
If only I could not have this fucking cancer. I hate it. I hate. It.

Few tears fall down my face,

What are you fucking doing to me Angel?