Sebagai pengacara profesional, mengerjakan satu kasus seharusnya menjadi hal yang singkat. Yang harus dilakukan hanya menerima kasus, menemukan cara untuk membela kliennya, mendapatkan hasil, dan kasus pun berakhir.
Normalnya itulah urutannya, cuku...
Today (13/07/2022) marked the day I've been waiting for.
Unfortunately it's not good news.
I just found out that I failed my exam, one that I've been preparing for for a very long time, and one that if I didn't pass would make a mess of all my future plans by months. Honestly, it's so devastating to the point that I can't feel anything anymore. I don't know how to feel. I'm literally numb.
Maybe it's too big of a shock? And in just a few more moment the disappointment wound crush me, overwhelm me, and most possibly drown me in what I never want to go through ever again.
Or maybe right now is as what they said,
When you have no expectation, you won't ever get disappointed.
Maybe I always knew this was coming. That one day my luck would just ran out and there'll be no more smooth ride.
Because yes, it began with quiet a mess, then all is well hunky dory even too good with little to no problem, and now here we are. When I actually put efforts. Life a challenge, I guess.
Well, there's no other choice, I just have to try again 'til I made it.
Everything is going to be just fine. Just a little delayed, but it's not too bad. Maybe more time would be good for me. Maybe it's what I need.
اوووه! هذه الصورة لا تتبع إرشادات المحتوى الخاصة بنا. لمتابعة النشر، يرجى إزالتها أو تحميل صورة أخرى.
