Ruby and I

chapter 26

"So how is the 'bride-to-be?' It's been a minute," Alexa said.

"I'm good. Just working and planning this wedding." Ruby said.

"How's that going?" Trevor asked.

"Pretty good. We're about halfway finished." Ruby said.

"Aww, I cannot wait to see you get married! How's the future hubby? I haven't seen him in a while either." Alexa said.

"Well, uh...I really don't know at this point, Alexa." Ruby said.

"Woah, that's not how you usually talk about him. What's going on?" Alexa asked.

"Something happened," Ruby said.

"Something like what?" Alexa asked.

Ruby looks over at Daniella. "Maybe we shouldn't have this conversation in front of her," she said.

"Good idea. Trevor, take Dani to the living room to play," Alexa said.

"Alright. Come on, pumpkin! Let's go play dollies!" Trevor said, picking up Daniella and going to the living room.

"Okay, so what happened?" Alexa asked.

"One night, we were having sex in the playroom, and then I decided to tie him to a chair to, you know...ride him. It went well until Clark panicked and ran out of the room. I didn't understand why he did, but then I told Xavier about it, and then he told me that he was going through PTSD when Mandy assaulted him. So I spoke to Clark, apologized for triggering that memory, and suggested he go to therapy, but he said he didn't want it." Ruby said.

"He didn't? Why?" Alexa asked.

"I don't know. But I didn't wanna keep pushing him, so I left it alone. But then, Clark had a terrible nightmare about Mandy, which ruined him. So he's not getting enough sleep, he's always working, and when it comes to showing affection, all he does is give me a quick kiss. And you know me, Alexa, I live for physical affection, but I'm afraid of touching him in any way, whether it's sexual or not, because I don't want to scare him." Ruby said.

"I don't think you'll scare him. He has no reason to be scared. You're so good to him, and you would never hurt him." Alexa said.

"But it still feels like I did," Ruby said.

"Ruby. You know that's not true. Who was the one that manipulated him? Who was the one who kidnapped him? Who was the one that assaulted him? Mandy. Not you. Stop blaming yourself for what she did." Alexa said.

"But it's all my fault. If I had just opened my fucking mouth and told him that I loved him when he opened up to me, he would've never gone to Mandy...and she would've never harmed him. So it's because of me that it happened." Ruby said, welling up with tears.

Alexa hugs Ruby before she can get a tear out. "No, Ruby. Stop it. Stop it right now. You know, and I know that this was something you could not control. Some crazy people in the world do fucked up things. Mandy is one of them. But she's gone now. That bitch is in jail, so you and Clark can move on from this." Alexa said.

"But he doesn't want to, Alexa. That's what I'm saying. I want him to talk to someone so that he can recover. I can't just go back home to Clark and pretend he's fine. That is if I see him tonight." Ruby said.

"I know you don't wanna hear this, but I think you should talk to him about therapy again," Alexa said.

"I tried Alexa. He doesn't want it." Ruby asked.

"He says that now, but what happens after he has another nightmare? Or has another panic attack? He's just gonna keep breaking down, and I know you love him way too much to let that happen." Alexa said.

"I do love him," Ruby said.

"Then what are you gonna do?" Alexa asked.

Ruby knew deep down inside that Clark needed it. Seeing his demeanor crumble broke her, and she would do anything to prevent it from happening again, even if it meant pushing Clark a little to talk to someone. This was for the sake of their potential marriage.

"I'm gonna help him. I don't want this to ruin us," Ruby said.

"And soon enough, you and Clark will be together on one of the most important days of your lives. You two might be going through a rough time right now, but like before, you guys can get through this. And you deserve a happy ending." Alexa said.

Ruby can feel her eyes start to water again, hearing those encouraging words from her best friend. She pulls her in for a warm hug.

"Thanks, Lexa," Ruby said.

"You're welcome, Red. Here, have another cookie," Alexa said, sliding the jar to her.

"Don't mind if I do!" Ruby said before grabbing another.

I haven't done a Ruby and Alexa chapter in a while! Do you agree with Alexa? Should Ruby take him to therapy before it's too late?
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