Beauteous

Chapter 43

For the last walk, kasama ko ang lahat, nakapila kaming naglalakad. I remained my straight face, I don't have to fake any smiles anymore. I saw Chimmy and Stellar filming me with their phones. They are happily and proudly smiling at me. Kaya ngumiti ako sa kanila.

“I love you!” sigaw ni Stellar at may mga luha sa mata noong nadaanan ko.

When the show ended, there's a after party.. Mas marami ang dadalo and I am thinking of flying out of the scene. I don't want to socialize anymore.. Para akong pagod na pagod para sa araw na 'to.. Well.. Emotionally exhausted..

Nakahanda na ang after party dress ko at tinititigan ko lang 'yon habang nasa hotel room. It's a gold corset type dress.. It's actually stunning but I don't want to squeeze in the crowd anymore.. Maiintindihan naman siguro nila..

Tinitigan ko lang 'yon. Iniisip kung ano ang gagawin.. Tutuloy ba o hindi.. I am wearing my lavender robe, may pangalan ko 'yun sa likod..

Nag ayos ako mag isa, pinalitan ko ang aking eyeshadow, binagayan ang aking damit..

I have to show them that I am not bothered by the fresh issues about me. I don't have to hide and run anymore.. I have to show up..

Binasa ko ang buhok ko at mabilis na nagblower, the natural wavy of my blonde hair appeared, hinayaan ko 'yon na ganoon.. I looked hotter..

Isinuot ko ang gold dress, hapit 'yon sa dibdib ko dahil sa pagiging corset type, it pushed my boobs up and now.. It's perfectly formed.. Hindi masyadong maikli at hindi rin mahaba, it is enough to cover half of my thighs. Tanging hikaw at singsing lang sinuot ko, I highlighted my collar bones.

Pagod kong isinuot ang gintong heels, kaparehas ng suot ko. Kinuha ko na ang aking purse at phone.. Before leaving, tinignan ko uli ang itsura ko.. I even checked my body.. There's still no bumps.. Hindi ko pa alam kung gaano na katagal 'to.. Maybe between one to three months.. Mag aapat na buwan pa lang naman kami ni Stan..

Naalala ko ang katabi niyang babae kanina, I don't know her.. Mukhang may halo dahil sa mga mata nito..

I sighed. He's gone for weeks.. Uuwi ng may dalang babae, ang kapal ng mukha! That fucker!

Natigilan ako sa pag iisip noong mayroong kumatok. I opened it and it revealed Stellar and Chimmy. Yumakap ako sa dalawa. Stellar's wearing an animal print backless dress with touches of gold.. Habang si Chimmy naman ay isang itim na mini dress na mayroong gold na straps.

“I'm so proud of you,” Stellar whispered.

“Thank you for supporting me..” I smiled at them.

“We always got your back.. Even your front,” Chimmy laughed.

Sabay na kaming tatlo na naglakad papunta sa after party venue, hindi ako binibitiwan ng dalawa. I felt safe because of that.. I don't want to bump with him here.. I don't even want to see him. Pakiramdam ko ay mas lalo akong maguguluhan if that happens..

Marami ang sumubok na abutan ako ng alak but Chimmy blocked it all, siya ang uminom ng mga 'yon, ganoon din si Stellar.

“She can't drink, she's allergic..” sabi ni Chimmy noong sinubukan akong abutan ng ilang businessmen na nadaanan namin.

Good thing, wala akong naririnig na kung ano habang naglalakad kami sa pwesto namin.

“Brine!” nagulat ako noong makita ko si Iris, nakapulupot sa kanyang bewang ang braso ng kanyang boyfriend na nakatingin na rin sa amin.