I Realized

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Sorry for not posting I've been busy and struggling lately but it's a long chapter.

Warnings:Language, semi-panic attack, Vomiting, Angst?, fluff, dehydration and starvation, Mention of suicide, and other sick stuff.

This is an AU of Butterfly Reign Credits to SilentTeyz! (Now I believe it is called Anteater reign)

Spoiler alert also when i'm writing this i'm in the beginning of chapter 13 so no spoilers for that either. I also kinda forgot so...

Ranboo P.O.V

I woke up that morning covered in sweat because I had another nightmare. I immediately wrote down everything I remembered and shut the notebook slouching in my chair. As I was just sitting there I felt my head start to hurt and my stomach churn. I grumbled. Great just great, I gagged and rushed to the toilet.

About a minute later I flushed the toilet and made myself look presentable, well at least as much as I could be when sick. I just decided to go to the gardens.

The fresh air was great. It smelled of flowers and was just, good. I sat down in the middle of one of the gardens looking at bugs and flowers. I then started to make a flower crown and weaved flowers around some sticks and grass. I admired my art and put it on top of my head and then started to make some braids out of grass.

When in the middle of making braids I felt my headache get worse and I could barely focus, vision blurring a bit. I felt my stomach churn again and I then realized I haven't drank any water and eaten any food today. I looked at the big clock and saw it was almost 12 pm. Wow iv'e been out here longer than I thought. I ignored the agonizing pain in my stomach and just laid down on my stomach drawing things in the dirt. 

Eventually I couldn't hold anymore. I ran to the nearest small build and fortunately no one was in the build. I got to the bathroom as soon as I started to gag.

I walked out of the building and went back to where I was before. My stomach still hurt but at least it was relieved a bit. I sat back down with my hands on my stomach and just stared at the world beyond.

I must have zoned out for a while because I heard someone yelling my name. I turned around and it was Techno. "You good there, you weren't responding." He asked walking over to me. "Yeah just thinking about whatever." He nodded. I began to feel the pain in my stomach and blurriness come back. He looked at me confused and concerned. Never thought i'd see that expression. "You sure, you look pale." I sighed and shook my head. He crouched down next to me. "Anything happen that I should know about?" He asked, putting his hand on my head. "I don't really know if it's important but I had another nightmare and threw up... twice." I said avoiding eye contact. He rubbed my back, "Well we should get you inside then." I shook my head. "You want The Emperor to come?" I nodded. He got up and sped walked away. I just wait sitting there, staring at the ground.

I eventually heard footsteps behind me but didn't look. I saw Phil crouch down in front of me and check my head like Techno did. "You're burning up there mate." He said stating the obvious. "Please, let's go inside." He said sticking his hand out. I took his hand and we slowly got up. "Techno can you watch them when we get there, i'll give an excuse to Wilbur and Tommy why you're not there unless you want the truth to be told." Phil said wrapping his arm around me, supporting me as we walked. "I don't care what you tell them and sure, i'll take care of him." I was happy he agreed, he was really the only person I trusted besides Phil.

We made it to my room and I lied down. Techno and Phil exchanged some words before Phil left. Techno sighed and walked over to me and ran his fingers through my hair. I slowly drifted off to sleep because of the still agonizing pain I felt.

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