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*Secrets are shared


"Are your friends coming back in anytime soon?" Claire asked quietly

"Probably not.. why?"

"I wanna... get to know you"

He raised his eyebrows as Claire got off his lap and held out her hand. He slowly took it and stood from the chair. She pulled him towards the bed and sat gently. He stayed standing infront of her.

"Get shots. I'll wait here." she told him

"Oh? How many?"

"3 for each"


He nods, kisses her hand, then disappeared down to the party..



When he came back up with a tray of 6 shots of vodka, she had already taken off her sneakers and socks and laid down on the bed.

"Mm undressing already" he commented as he nudged the door shut behind him

"Took you long enough"

"Had to make sure Liam knew I wasn't mad or anything"

She nodded and sat up. He sat next to her and placed the tray of alcohol on the bed beside them


"What're we doing exactly, love?"

"We have three questions only. Kind of like never have I ever. Gotta answer truthfully and you can ask whatever questions you want. If you've done said thing, drink and tell. If you haven't, ask your own question." she explained

"Mm sounds fun.. who goes first?"


She looked at the hard liquor and smiled a little. She knew she was changing but at that moment, she was okay with it.

"I'll ask you first."

"Shoot, baby."

She stared at him for a moment then down to the drinks..

"Have you ever fell in love?"

"No. My turn then?"

She nods

*

"Did Luke, or anyone, ever try to force you into anything?" 

She slowly reached for the shot glass. and she drank it.

drink and tell... so she had to explain herself

"My dad" was all she said before she asked, "Have you ever been in a real relationship?"

He picked up a shot, drank, then said, "Yes. But I haven't since because I have commitment issues. That's what i'm trying to fix by being with someone who sees me as a person, not just another Jim, Bob, or Bill on a saturday night"

Then he asked, "Have you ever imagined or dreamed about me?"


She reached for her second shot, drank it, then turned red from the burning in her throat and the fact that she was about to explain this to Harry..


"I had a dream not long ago.. that.. you were in the school bathroom with me, pushing me against the wall, and f-fingering me"

"Mm I'd love to finger you"

"Have you ever done drugs? Like.. worse than alcohol and weed?" she asked slowly

And he drank

*

"I did a pill.. once. Crushed it and snorted it because my friends were doing it. I OD'd and wound up in the hospital witha  tube down my throat, helping me breathe."


"Have you ever done a drug worse than alcohol?" he asked her

"No"

"Do you want to?"

*

"Maybe... have you ever had a pregnancy scare? Like, worried that a girl you were with was pregnant?" she asked 


He stared at the shot glass


And he picked it up, slammed it back, and set the cup down upside-down

"I have a daughter" he groaned through the burning sensation in his throat



A daughter


*

"Have you ever hurt yourself?" he asked her suddenly

"What?"

"Self harm. Cutting. Burning. Starving. Have you done it?"

She grabbed her last cup and drank it slowly

"When I was 9. Because of my dad."

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