Cannibis

8 6 0
                                    

🙤 · ┈┈┈┈┈┈ · · ┈┈┈┈┈┈ · 🙦

Never understood until now
Inserting my consciousness
Into nothingness

One wrap after another
Hate it that I secretly
Love it

Why?

Because I have been conditioned to hate it
That the slightest indulgence in it
Stirs exciting feelings of rebellion.
Or
I have been brainwashed by society
To love what is 'evil'
Guised as 'harmless'

Whatever the reason is
Does not invalidate the desire
To have another roll.

But where does this desire come from?
What am I trying to vape away?
What am I trying to bury?
What I am I trying to trigger?
Each time
I roll that that rizla.

Boys feel too| PoetryWhere stories live. Discover now