𝐖𝐚𝐢𝐭 𝐅𝐨𝐫 𝐔 ৎ୭

XLIX

Mercedes April Porter
Baton Rouge, Louisiana
Later

"It's later." I say plopping down on his bed.

"Huh?"

"You said we was gone talk about it later, let's talk about. It seem like you got an unvoiced opinion." I sit my purse down.

"Aight why you want a baby?" He asks from the bathroom.

"I been wanting a baby prolly from guilt but especially cuz of Isaiah. He's so adorable and precious, I really want one." I whine.

"Yea..." He takes off his chains.

"I'm serious Dequavince, I want a baby." I shrug.

"So you can abort it again?" He says under his breath.

"Is that how you feel?" I ask.

"I didn't-" His face drops at the sight of my watery eyes.

"Aw hell Mercedes where you going?" He follows me downstairs.

I ignore him, sitting on the curb, ordering an Uber.

"Come back inside I'm sorry." He tries to hug me.

"Don't touch me Dequavince." I brush him off of me.

"Ian mean it, honestly." He pleads.

"Yes you did and I feel like you always thinking that in the back of yo mind." I frown.

"No I'm not ion know why I said that." He sits down next to me.

"You letting yo cold air out." I point to his door, wide open.

"Ion give a fuck bout that right na, come back inside." He wraps his arms around me.

"I'm not going back in there Dequavince." I cry.

"I hate when you say my full name." He mumbles.

"That's why I say it more when I'm mad." I say making him laugh a lil.

"I'm sorry, I really am." I cry harder.

"It's okay, I forgave you a long time ago lil mama, you just need to forgive yourself." He wipes my tears away.

"Honestly tho? Cuz every so often you bring it up like you're still mad at me. I know I did you dirty which you didn't deserve and I can't change it but I really wish I could." I sigh.

"I know, I'm not even mad no mo. Sometimes it just pop up in my head but I really do forgive you." He kisses my cheek.

"Okay." I nod, cancelling my Uber.

We walk back in the house and I take a nice look long shower. He ended up having to go to 'the trap' real quick.

A Few Hours Later

I slide into his boxers and a sports bra to sleep in. I bend over the counter to tweeze my eyebrows when I feel someone dry humping me from behind and look up in the mirror.

"D get offa me." I swat him away.

"Uhn uhn." He fake moans.

"That's so gay." I bust out laughing.

"I'm only gay for you." He kisses my neck.

"That don't even make sense." I roll my eyes.

"Ghit!" I pull away.