💕If Only We Knew💕

"Let me like you y/n, quit running."

I looked into his loving eyes,I felt my heart warm up in the coldness of the air.

"What was that?" He questioned. I snapped out backing my head away to where our foreheads were no longer touching.

"Oh- I-" suddenly I was pulled into a hug. "That's what your dad used to say." I smiled to myself knowing I had found my long lost friend, and my long needed lover.

We sat there on the field waiting out the storm hoping to be able to make the moment last longer.

"Here take this." I watched as Benny took off his Jacket throwing it over my shoulders.

This was what I needed, and it came when I needed it most. Love.

Benny went back to my house that night. He slept by my bed on the ground with some blankets I gave him because he hadn't trusted me being alone.

I'm glad he stayed. It was the first time in many days I was able to actually sleep through the whole night.

Buzz buzzz

I woke up turning off the alarm. I yawned and looked to my left to see Benny not by my bed.

Was it all a dream? I questioned investigating no evidence of his past presence. I scratched my head wondering whether it had been a dream or not.

The blankets weren't in my room anymore, nothing of Benny's was here. It was like he hadn't been here at all.
Which I shortly began to believe.

I felt a tear roll down my trail of dried tears. My head began pounding with exhaustion from all the crying done within the week.

I got up, got ready and quickly headed out the door. I made it out without my mom noticing. She'd be completely back to normal now. But I wasn't...

Matt had died. He was my best friend, he was there to make me happy at my lowest. When I felt alone he'd swoop me up and make me feel alive again.

He was a great friend... and now he was gone.

"Y/n!" I turned to see Ham waving at me with all the boys behind him. I glanced over at Benny, our eyes met and he gave a little smile.

I waved back and took off to my first class breaking the eye contact.

   Bertrams POV

"Hey, isn't the week over?" I asked confused. I watched as y/n turned the hall.

Usually when she walks in to a room the whole space lights up. The depressed kid in the corner gets a little more hope. But right now, everyone can just about feel her pain.

DeNunez's POV

I ran down the hall turnaing the corner and stoped y/n by her backpack.
"Hey, y/n you know you can talk to me right?" I whispered. She slowly turned around to look at me and sighed. I saw tears well up in her eyes before she told me the devistating news.

"Matt died yesterday." My heart went hollow. My bones felt weak, I became speechless. The time that Matt had been here we became pretty close. Before I knew it I was fighting back tears too.

"He died in a fire... trying to save Bexy."

     Matt's ending scene

He woke up to the smell of fire. What's that smell? He got up and opening his door peaking down the hall. He coughed, smoke engulfing him.

He fanned the smoke out of the way trying to find his way to his parents room eventually finding it. Matt swung open the door, running to their bed shaking them awake.