💕If Only We Knew💕

Why'd You Leave Us

Trigger warning: Distressed scenes

After school...

I walked out the school with the squad. I pulled out my phone and called my mom.

Ringgg....
Ring...
Mom- Yes sweetie?
Y/n: Ima bring the boys over if that's alright.
Mom: Yeah that's totally fine with me.
Y/n: Alright, thanks mom! I'll see you later.
Mom: Alright bye.

"So who's coming over?" I asked watching all the boys turn their gaze at me.

"I cant I have a dental appointment." Bertram said frowning.

"Me neither my mom wants me home." Ham said shaking his head.

"I can come, I'll tell my mom real quick." DeNunez said pulling out his phone.

"I'll ask my mom." Benny than said pulling out his phone too.

"Okay, sorry you guys cant come." I said looking at Ham and Bertram. "Maybe next time?" Ham asked.

"Yeah, ofcourse!" I smiled.

We all walked home passing by each others houses making jokes, waving them off and stuff till we got to my house.

"You guys go on inside I'll meet u in a bit." Benny smiled and took off jogging towards his house across the street.

DeNunez and I turned towards eachother, smiled and went inside. DeNunez and I were working on our homework when Benny walked in.

"Aye man what took you so long?" DeNunez asked looking up from his text book.

"I had to clean my room real quick."
He panted coming in closing the door behind him. DeNunez chuckled looking back at his book. Benny walked over to my bed plopping down by me. "

"What are you working on?"

"Our science homework. Do you know the answer to this one I don't understand it." He leaned in on his elbow loosing balance placing his other hand on my back cetching himself.

"Careful there Benny." DeNunez chuckled.

Benny laughed looking back at the question. I watched as he licked his lips in concentration, what was this feeling? I wanna stay in this position for forever. The feeling of his hand resting on my back made me feel so... comfortable.

The door opened and in came my mom. Benny quickly took his hand off and sited up.

"You boys gonna stay for dinner?" She asked leaning on the door.

DeNunez and Benny looked at eachother than at me and back at my mom.

"Yeah, sure that would be nice." DeNunez responded in a smile.

"If we can" benny responded looking back at me with a grin which I returned only moments later.

"Yeah, we'd love to have you boys over. You can come over whenever you want." She smiled.

"Thanks mom." She nodded and closed the door.

A week later....

I couldn't sleep... and I knew my mom couldn't either. I sat up in my bed taking off the covers.

I could feel the sweat on my face, I felt like I was in a microwave. I walked down the stairs and to the kitchen taking a glass of water.

That's when I heard screaming. I dropped my glass making the glass shatter across the wooden floor. I ran over to my moms room ignoring the pain of the glass in my hand.

I swung open the door turning on the lights to see my mom crying grabbing at her hair.

I sighed and walked over telling her its alright.

"He can't get out! Y/n he can't get out" she whimpered as I pulled her in a hug.

"Mom, shhh. It's okay." After letting all her cry's out onto my shoulder she fell asleep. I got up and walked back to the kitchen to clean the glass.

I threw away the glass when I heard footsteps up in my room. I quickly walked upstairs to see Benny standing in the middle of the hallway.

"Benny?" I whispered in confusion as to why he was here and how he got in.

"Sorry, I was worried. I could hear your mom screaming so I came to see what was going on." He walked over placing his hands on my shoulder.

"Are you okay?" He asked looking into my eyes concerned. I sighed, "yeah I'm fine, thanks." Suddenly I felt a sharp pain in my hand, realizing I had gotten cut I gasped clutching my arm in pain.

"Are you okay!? What's wrong?" Benny searched me till his eyes met my hands. His mouth dropped as he noticed the blood dripping from my hand.

It was cold, cold blood dripped down my forehead staining everything it touched. The sounds of sirens wailing became echoey.

"You okay?" I snapped back to the present to see Benny stuffing medical treatment back into a covered. I looked down at my now covered up wound. He had bandaged it. "Thanks." I smiled forcefully.

Benny nodded, "you should get going, it's late." I said patting his back. "You're right. I'll get going, if you need me, I'm only a call away." He smirked before jogging off down the stairs and out the door.

I sighed letting go of my plastered on smile. I could feel it again, the tears. I walked over to my room plopping on the bed. "Why'd you leave us dad.." I cried myself to sleep that night.

"Nice job y/n!" Your dad yelled. You smiled running the bases making a home run. "Yay!" You giggled jumping into your dads arms. He swung you around putting you back on the ground.

"I could do better that that." Benny said taking the bat off the ground.

"No you can't! I'm the best." You yelled crossing your arms. Your dad chuckled wiping the sweat off his forehead.

"Work hard and we'll see who's better." He smiled.

I woke up from the dream. Tears rolled down my cheek wetting the dried up tears.

I got up getting ready for school. I stepped out to hear nothing. As usual during this week there'd be no talking between my mom and I.

The house as usual was very gloomy.
Everything seemed dead, and it was. You wiped the tears away heading out the door.

The walk to school was cold and tiring. You just felt like sleeping all day, all week till this pain was over.

A/n:  I haven't posted in a while, everything been really busy. I'm also working on other works right now. I'm making a fan fic and an original. Both love stories:) I hope you guys will check the out when I publish the first chapters. Please like this chapter, it'll definitely help give me motivation to keep writing. One tap is all I need:)
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