Cale requested for someone to make a guitar that he himself specially design it.
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Song-: Notion
By-: The Rare Occasions
Cale wanted to get these iffy feelings he got for a long time.
But now that the war is over, he quickly went to see someone to make a specific things he designed.
A guitar.
It didn't exist on where he was before, but now it's here on his hand, it does exist now.
Cale strump the guitar.
He is lucky to make them put noises blocker inside the room he is in.
He isn't lucky however, that there is a recording devices inside which record everything.
Sure it's a calming notion, perpectual in motion.
But I don't see the comfort of any lies.
For I have seen the ending and there is no ascending, rise~!
Cale have seen how the old world where he have yet to switch place with the original Cale who is now Kim Rok Soo.
It was the ending he never want to see.
Oh back when I was younger, was told by other youngster.
That my end will lead to torture beneath the earth~!
Technically true since he's yet to get those slacker life he wangs because of works after war.
And that hyung of his keep on pestering.
'Cuz I don't see what they see, when Death is staring at me.
I see window, a limit, to live it, or not at all~
He have seen Death. He have met God of Death themself.
He had felt what's it like to be dead.
Cale stay quiet for a while and just keep on playing the guitar.
He looks like he have a lot in mind.
If you could pull the lever, to carry on forever.
Would your life even matter, anymore~?
Cale couldn't lie about being suicidal even if he never thought about killing himself.
But those act, movements, things he do just move towards death.
No wonder many people doesn't trust him when he said he is fine.
Sure it's a calming notion, perpectual in motion.
But it's not what you sign up for~
Well, he never sign up for this at all. He never agree to switch place, he never gree to save this other world, he never even agree to take responsibility.
But here we are.
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As Your Heart Desire
Fanfiction"Your voice..is so far away." . . . ⚠Warning!! Will contains mature stuff including graphic violence, sexuality, strong language, and/or other mature themes. Read at your own risk.
