🕊if we fall down🕊

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Jisung fell on his knees and looked up at changbin who now had a gun in his hands.

They all looked away in horror and Felix ran to them, pushing the gun away.

"Their has to be another way!" He said, tears in his own eyes.

"I..." Changbin couldn't even speak, he could only look at the weapon in front of his eyes and let his hands shake. Minho tried to go to Jisung but Jeongin and seungmin stopped him.

"Let me see him!"

"You heard his request...the least we can do is follow his last wish..."

Minho cried but he let himself be taken away, chan going with him while the rest stayed with Jisung.

Once they were far enough, Minho fell to his knees and waited to hear a gunshot, to know that his lover was dead and alone on the floor, that he didn't even get the chance to say goodbye.

He was hyperventilating and grabbing his chest painfully, it felt like he got shot even though he had no wounds on his body. Chan was patting his back and just being there for him. He was hiding him own tears and swallowing the lump that was in his throat.

"Minho...their is something jisung wanted me to give you once he died...but I think it's better if you get it now..." he handed him a letter and Minho took it gently, looking at it confused.

He opened it nonetheless and widened his eyes when he saw a hand written note with some flowers in it.

Minho let a tear fall on the paper as he read it.

Dear Minho,

By the time you read this, I'll be gone, but I've got a few things to say. I've never been much of a happy kid. I rarely smiled and even if I did, it wasn't much like the other kids. When I was back in that camp, I felt good. But I didn't belong. In the tranches we fought every day against each other and the whole world...yet you slowly became that for me. My everything. I can't even begin to explain it, we fell for a love that is forbidden in every way possible, yet I've never felt happier in my entire life with someone. Minho I'm glad I had the chance to meet you and I can't wait to see you again once all of this is over. I've fallen for you and I'd do it all over again if it means you can hold onto me one last time...I love you and I always will.

Goodbye.

Your prisoner.

Minho looked at Chan and the older one knew that look all too well.

"Chan...i want to thank you for the past months...you've been incredible..."

"Minho why are you telling me this?"

"Goodbye chan" he said before running off, so fast that chan couldn't even catch up with him.

Minho ran for his life and tried to make it in time, he couldn't. He'd do anything for him, just as Jisung would give up his whole world for him.

"Jisung!!" He yelled out, pushing the branches that were blocking his way. He made it where the others were and they all looked at him, even Jisung turned his head.

He was alive, he was well.

Now it was his turn to pay the price.

He kneeled down next to Jisung and took his hand, looking at the boy with a smile.

"I go where he goes." Minho spoke softly and Jisung smiled at him.

"Minho don't do this, you'll be giving up a metal of honour, it's the best price you can get, you'd get out of a poor life...besides their is no reason to kill you."

"I'm in love with him." He admitted, holding his hand even more.

"Minho what are you doing?" Ryujin said, worry spreading on her face. Minho looked at her and smiled, just with that little curve on his lips she knew he cared for her, but he was doing the right thing, so she stepped back.

"I fell for him, if I can't be with him then I'll join him where ever this will take us. I don't care if I go to heaven or hell. As long as I'm there with him, it's all I've ever needed...so kill me"

They were all too stunned to speak, the two boys on the ground not moving a muscle.

Chan finally reached them, completely out of breath.

Changbin loaded the gun and pointed it at the ground, making everyone freeze.

"You can say your goodbyes..." the one in command said.

Jisung turned to his lover and pulled him into a kiss, closing his eyes shut as he enjoyed the feeling he would lose soon enough.

Minho kissed back and held his hair to make their bodies closer.

None of them have ever seen two guys kissing, it was shamed upon and badly seen, but in this moment the sexuality or gender didn't matter to any of them. All they saw were two people in love with each other, that's all that mattered.

They both pulled out with heavy tears and connected their foreheads.

"I would have followed you til the end of time."

"I would have done anything for you..." they hugged one last time before closing their eyes, shaky breaths escaping their lips.

"I love you."

"I love you too."

Changbin aimed his weapon and they all held their breaths.

Felix crumbled in chan's arms and Ryujin looked away sobbing, the rest watching with heavy hearts.

It all went silent for a moment, only heavy breathing and hearts beating could be heard.

That day, things would change for good.

Their was no more hiding.

They would be free.

Changbin put his finger on the trigger and held his breath.

Two shots were heard that day.

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