One headline sprouted controversy, gossip and rumors.
Two eligible and most popular bachelors,
The perfect marriage and perfect match.
One is in love with another,
One does not know the other's existence.
Until the day they meet again.
Will th...
Perth feels a gentle caress and steadies his gaze, meeting Dew's worried expression. Only then he notices he has tears flowing down his cheeks. Before uttering a word, Perth hears movement in the apartment. The door swings open, Thanawat stands at the entrance dressed in a low-cut black boxers. He is panting heavily, his chest carries beaded sweat and musk. It was clear at glance what was happening.
Thanawat widens his eyes. Dew frowns and takes a step forward, giving Thanawat a full-force punch. Perth is still in shock, processing his thoughts when Dew picks him up and walks away. He places Perth back in the carseat and drives off.
"We're staying at my place tonight."
Hearing Dew's anger, Perth realises Dew might have misunderstood about the situation. He sighs and rests his head against the headrest, hoping to settle his mind once and for all. Dew is a great person to ask advice from. He might just need it.
"More booze before bedtime?" Perth offers. Dew chuckles and nods. Both friends disappear in the humid night of Bangkok.
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"Well, I blame myself."
Perth slurs after a gulp of beer. Dew had taken his entire booze collection for the night, ready to waste away their weekend. Perth sits on the floor with a sinkable beanbag and a can of beer in his hand. His eyes are swollen and puffy from crying.
"I should have just stayed in love with Godt. At least I was prepared for my heartbreak. I wasn't prepared for loving another, not to mention two hot men I can't choose between. You know Dew, given my history with men; I should not even have fallen for two people."
Dew raises his own can of beer for a toast. "Well, we can't always have what we want. You fell in love. Simple as that. Now it's more like a thought on what will you do next."
Perth takes another gulp of beer. "I don't know. I don't have the confidence to accept their love. I don't..."
"Bullshit!" Dew scolds. "You know what you want! You're just a wuss! A coward thinking those two will be like your brothers! Well, from what you've told me; I can say they're not. So man up and face your feelings!"
"I'm a coward? What about you? You've been here for a month and I don't see you approaching Godt despite knowing his full weekly schedule!! Stalker!" Perth shouts back.
"That's different! Godt and I had a past! I can't just show up and casually chat about us!"
"Oh please! You're just scared he'll throw you away now that he has moved on in life! Just like how you threw him away years ago!"
Dew stands up in anger. "Take. That. Back. Now. You knew the situation. You knew why I had to do it."
"Doesn't mean you can hurt him! You fvcking hurt him! He's still hurt because of you! You made me choose between my friend and my crush!"
"I made you choose because I needed you! I'd died if you left me too... I can't loose both of you..." Dew chokes out.
Perth bites his lip, watching Dew cry. He regrets saying that. Alcohol makes people say things they don't mean. He walks over and hugs Dew. "I'm sorry. I didn't mean to say those things."
Dew hugs back in tears. "I'm sorry too... I made you choose. You had to leave Krist and Godt because of me."
Perth smiles in tears. "I'm okay. I made new friends. Godt and I are fine now. Krist and I are fine too. Don't beat yourself up. I'll help you with Godt okay... I promise."
"No... This is me. I have to do it myself." Dew sighs. "I put it off too long."
"Okay. And Dew? I'll talk to Thanawat and Suthapong. I promise too."
"Just know I'll be here when you need me. Happy or sad. Heartbroken or in love. I'm here."
Perth laughs and releases their hug. "We're both broken. Broken souls that can't be healed."
"Maybe one day we will," Dew stares at the open balcony with a faraway look in his teary eyes. "One day we'll be whole again."
"I don't wish to be whole again. I just wish there is someone to love my brokenness. To love my broken pieces."
Dew turns back and gives Perth a sincere smile that brightens up their sorrowful night.
"Wishes do come true. Hold on to that thought."
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26-02-2022
Two stories updated in one day!! Good job to me🔥
A little insight to Perth's story and maybe Godt? Can anyone guess why Dew wants to meet Godt?
I'm sorry to those who are waiting to read KristSingto 😭but I do want to put this part out so there's a progress on Perth's side. Please bear with me on this 🙏
For anyone who is curious, Dew is Dew Jirawat from F4 Thailand. I have not watched the series (waiting for it to end) but I do like Dew's character! Nani is growing on me though!!
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