Always Hidden

Chapter two

I fixed Jamarcus some breakfast and me some coffee I walked over to Jamarcus and sat next to him

"Okay baby you know what to do right ?" I said whispering

"Yes mommy" he said eating his eggs

"Ok recap mommy goes back in there and if you hear daddy yelling what do you do ?" I asked whispering and cutting his waffles

"I go in the room mommy I don't feel so good" he said crushing his eggs

Michael slammed the door and walked into the dinning room

"Jamar me and mommy need to talk buddy ok ? She'll be back after okay ?" He said rubbing my back

"Ok" He said

He grabbed me by my arm and practically dragged me into the room I looked at Jamarcus drink his chocolate milk and eat his waffles. "So you just going to act like I didn't say I wanted to talk to you after you made his breakfast ?" He whispered still holding my arm. "Michael I'm seriously not trying to do this with you ok ? I'm not in the mood just finish getting ready for work and I'll probably be here when you get home" I said looking down

"Probably ?" He said pushing me on the bed taking off his belt

"No Michael I don't-"

"I don't give a fuck what you want to do" he said putting his hands over my mouth and laying on top of me. I knew he was about to force me to have sex with him there is nothing I can do to stop him from being forceful he is bigger then me and stronger then me.

"Michael I'm on my period I swear I promise you I am" I said lying through my teeth. He looked at me like he wanted to slap me I turned my head cause the way he was looking at me was scaring me and plus I kept thinking about my baby. He's so scared of his daddy it's crazy and scary he knows he beats me but thank God Jamarcus never witnessed it. Michael becomes a lunatic when he's angry he even forgets where he is I try my best to please and satisfy this man but the Lord himself knows I can't stand this man why did I marry him ? Because our first argument made me realize he was my baby and I loved him he did everything in his power to make me love him again after that argument. I fell in love with that man now this new man is somebody that was to go.

He got up and grabbed me by my arms and threw me against the wall "Michael no please no I'm sorry"

"What I tell you about lying to me Leah ? Huh ?" He said smacking me "I know damn well you not on your period you were already on this month dummy" I looked at him with a surprised look on my face. He actually pays attention to me. He grabbed me and through me back on the bed

"Michael please stop and listen to me Jamarcus is out there he probably hears us and is scared" I said pushing his chest

"Jamarcus is fine" he said pulling my pants and underwear down I tried pushing him off me "Am I not making it clear that I don't want you inside me ?" I asked him pushing him off me but he grabbed my arms held them down and looked me dead in my eyes and said "I'll kill you" I looked at him and fell out of love I was so scared I didn't move I didn't want to die. But at least he's showing me that he still wants me I guess.