Hermione Granger Imagines

Why can't it be me?

Gender neutral
Pov start at fifth year : )

Y/N Pov:
I was watching Ron and Hermione flirting with each other. I know it's not my business to be jealous but every time I see her with him I just want his position. I want her to look at me that way but no, it all has to be Ron, Ron this, Ron that, it's always Ron and never me.

I was always there for her, ever since we met each other. I was there when Ron called her nightmare, I was there every arguments they have just to cheer her up but why did she pick him and not me. Why?

I know she likes him but why him? Why him and his idiotic hair? Him and his antics that she always use to hate?  Why can't it just be me and her for the first time in my life

I wanna hold her, I wanna kiss her, hug her, and comfort her.

Why is at always him that get what he wants and not even a single one for me?

Hermione Pov:
I saw in the corner of my eye that Y/n was just staring at me and Ron flirting. When I look back at them, they were already packing hastily. Why are they in a hurry?

After a 30 minutes I bid Ron kiss goodbye to go to the common room. When I got there I saw them seeing Harry comforting them. So I got there immediately and ask what's wrong

"Hey Y/N what's wrong?"

"N-nothing" they're voice cracking slightly "can you please just go, just go with Ron or something. It's not like you want your time to be with me" they said and I was completely shocked

"But why would I not want to spend it with you Y/N? Your my friend no actually your my best friend! So don't tell me that I can't be happy when I'm spending my time with you! Cause believe it or not your the reason why I still want to go here because every time there's something wrong your always there. So please, please let me be there for you for once." I told them

"But you can't fix it this time okay?! They shouted "because every time you look at him with adoration because of his stupidity or be because of his stupid hair I get jealous that I don't even want to get near you or him!" They exclaimed

"W-what do you mean?" I ask completely confused on what they're trying to say

"I love you why can't you see that?" They told me tears streaming down their cheeks and I tried to wipe it but they stand up and wipe it they're selves "why is it always him and not me? Why can't you see that ever since from the start i was fully devoted to you. That I was always there for you, every fight, every argument I was there when Ron said all those shit. I was there and not him but you can't see that because it's always him! Oh Ron this, Ron that and never ME!" they said crying

"Why is it him that you chose him over me? And with that they left me standing here with Harry sitting head down.

"I'll leave you be Hermione. Just try to understand that they're now gonna distant they're way out of you" he told me standing up and wiping the tears brimming on my cheeks. " Try to understand they love you that Ron could never even do or you think they do" and with that he left me thinking to myself if I didn't meet them would I still be happy like this or can I be still myself today.

"What is wrong with me?" I whispered to myself

There you have it folks
First chapter let's see how far can we go
Word count: 636
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