𝐖𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐇𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐞𝐧𝐞𝐝 𝐓𝐨 𝐇𝐞𝐫? 𝐏𝟐 || 𝘛𝘰𝘬𝘺𝘰 𝘙𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘯𝘨𝘦𝘳𝘴

Chapter 84

After you finished reading the letter, you were a crying mess, your heart was hurting after listening to your mother's words. You placed the letter down and covered your face as you broke down. Ran pulled you into a tight hug as he gently rubbed your back, the others watched you break down in pain. You buried yourself into Ran's embrace, he closed his eyes as he felt your body trembling. 

''Shush, shush'' Ran softly spoke as he tightened his grip around you, gently stroking your hair

Kakucho signalling for Ran to let him hold you, he nodded.

''Hey, Y/N, come here'' Kaku softly spoke

You slowly got out of Ran's embrace and Kaku pulled you into a tight hug, bringing you close to to his body, gently rubbing your back. The rest sat close to you both, the letter was painful, and hearing you read it was even more painful. You stayed like that in Kaku's embrace for some time. 

''So in the end, the one thing my parent's wanted me to do was to protect my sister.....which I couldn't'' You painfully chuckled as more tears flowed down your face.

Your voice was laced with pain, and it broke the guys and Nika seeing you like this, you always blamed yourself for that, you could never forgive yourself, because your sister died because of you, is what you always thought, and it still hurts you till this day. 

''Y/N, listen to us, what happened back then was not your fault okay, please stop blaming yourself'' Koko softly spoke as he cupped your face, wiped the tears with his thumbs

''You did fulfill what your parent's asked of you Y/N-Chin, I know your sister is proud of you, so please stop blaming yourself, you're only hurting yourself by saying that'' Mikey softly spoke as he gently stroked your hair

''Come on, stop crying now, if you cry, I will end up crying'' Kaku spoke as he wiped your tears

''And then we will all end up crying'' Nika added as she wiped a tear that escaped, you frowned as a few more tears fell 

''So turn that frown upside down'' Sanzu smiled widely, causing you to chuckle at his behaviour 

''Now that's what we want to see'' Akashi smiled as he ruffled your hair, causing you to smile at him

''Your smile is so precious Y/N'' Sanzu smiled warmly 

''Our little sunshine shouldn't cry okay. If you're happy, then we are happy. If you're sad, then we are sad. So that's why we're saying don't blame yourself okay, nothing was your fault. Your parents will always love you and so will we'' Izana smiled softly as he wrapped his arms around you, holding you close to his body.