romeo and juliet - kurapika x fem!reader

Malicious x Intentions

i'm editing this chapter and in case anyone is wondering:

Chrollo is 26
Y/N is 21
Kasai is 21

4 years ago means she was 17.

that's all

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Y/N's POV

Ecstasy filled my vision up to the brim as I was a living turntable, wondering what my lover was doing and if he thought this lovingly of me too.

It had been almost a month since our shared roof moment, and after that, we went out with each other much more often; it had gotten to the point where we had to text almost everyday.

However, one thing bugged me.

What made Kasai open up to me?

Just from a glance I could tell he was an incredibly reserved person, not telling anyone anything.

Yet he spoke to me?

It was only natural that I overthink everything and anything I do, everyone does. But that fact alone ate away at me, racking my brain to no avail.

Was I missing something?

The big picture.

Something I could never see.

Too focused on the details, they told me.

Was this my downfall?

Attached to a mysterious angel, only to be cast in to hell?

I was already in hell.

That was my set fate from the moment I was dumped in Meteor City.

It was simply fate.

I did not fear hell, something not many knew. Of course, my crucial mistake was telling Akira everything about me, and once he knew about me...

It was hell.

FLASHBACK: 4 YEARS AGO

Crimson was splattered on the walls.

At this point, I wasn't even sure if it was mine.

Heart pounding.

Chest leaping.

The apartment looked like it had been bombed.

How could he?

I was a wreck.

Not trusting the right people and sharing too much with the wrong people.

Caring for them.

Caring for him.

I deserved it.

A lesson, Brother would say.

'Everything is a lesson Imoto.'
Five years ago he said that.

He couldn't have known.

He would've helped me.

And there I was, accusing the wrong person and believing the malicious intentions of my lover.

He had cast me back into hell.