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"Why'd yew shou' a' me?" 2D frowned with sadness.
"When?"
"Yes'erday. When we played 'he card game."
"I didn't mean it. I didn't realize I did that."
"Yew 'now, I really wan'ed to punch yew."
I bit my tongue and looked at my hands on my lap.
"Go ahead. I deserve it."
He stayed quiet and stared at the floor with annoyance.
"I don't think I should hang around anymore."
"Why?" He had a stern voice.
"I can't be with you without hurting you. I can't be away without hurting you. I don't know what I'm supposed to do. I can't make you happy."
"Yew fink fat leavin' makes me 'appy?"
"I don't fucking know, 2D!"
"I want yew to be 'ere next week."
"If that makes you feel better.."
I go to the bathroom and find my old enemy. Pulling my pants down, I hesitate, I put the sharp tip against my skin. I check my tracker on my phone. '3 weeks. Am I really going to let this ruin it?' I replay every single shitty thing I've done. 'I deserve it.' I start mutilating my thigh.
I watch as the white lines turn pink and small drops of blood start to form. I deserve to be punished, don't I? If someone has to suffer mentally because of me, I should suffer as much physically and mentally, too.
The linear stripes start to burn and sting. I reset my tracker to 0, pull my pants back up and leave.
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Everything feels terrible (Gorillaz x reader)
ФанфікиI don't own any of the Gorillaz characters! just need to say this real quick!!! These are based on personal experiences. Includes: ED, anxiety, body dysmorphia, intrusive thoughts, depression, trauma and sexual assault. This is just an outlet to le...
