Chapter 44 Emotional Roller Coaster

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Lori: I know you have a lot anger towards me so can you address it little brother?
Lincoln stopped eating and shook his head at that question
Lincoln: We just had fun together and we're enjoying some delicious food and now you decided to kill the moment by asking that?
Lori: Yes I want to know what you think of me as your sister from the mid 50s up until now?
Kind of like in some of his fights were he was knocked down before coming from behind to win Lincoln took a minute to think as he goes through his memories with Lori from 1956 until 1967 there's a lot of things Lori has done to him that angered him over the years way, way, way before 1966 and 1967
Lincoln: You really want to know Lori what I thought of you?
Lori: Yes and since I can sense that by the change of tone in your voice and the long pause you took before responding I think I must brace myself for a verbal ass beating right?
Lincoln: Your damn right on that one, get ready and don't forget you asked for this!
Lori: Alright, fire away
Lincoln: Lori there were times I can remember when you made me laugh, feel happy and enjoy spending time with you at one time or another you were even ahead of Luna as my favourite sister but that all changed when you turned into the power tripping bitch that you became you made me feel both as a champ and as a bum the latter a lot more frequently in my kid years no one ever made me feel more useless in life than you Lori Loud
Lori felt guilty at the last part but she knew he was just getting started
Lincoln: For years, in order to get a ride somewhere from you we would have to do some crappy job and I often got the worst of it, why couldn't you do your own crap and just take us out when we asked but no you make us do your jobs and chores just for a car ride why?
Lori: I..I was just teaching you guys you get nothing for free in this world everything you get must be earned
Lincoln: By making us your personal slaves? only Lola and Luan probably top you in terms of manipulation and being a narcissist. Not to mention the fact that when we were busting our asses for days and weeks to teach Leni how to drive you ruined all our hard work just because your ego couldn't handle someone else in the family other Mom and dad driving Vanzilla as you know you won't have that control anymore!

Lori took a deep breath

Lincoln: and then we count all the times you threw me out of your room even when I accidentally walked in there and it's only me who you do that to maybe once in a while you do that to Lynn but it's mostly me you never done that to the other sisters on top of that that's Leni's room too but you act like it only belongs to you.

( Lincoln taps his foot and fingers in growing frustration)

Lincoln: And what really pisses me off you and everyone else always feel the need to barge into my room whenever you damn well pleased, hell y'all even kicked me out of my damn room three times whenever any of you were pissed during your Sister Fight Protocol Bull shit, it's really shocking that as the sole brother I get no privacy but all of you get privacy it's like all of you basically told me I can't have any privacy but I have to let all of you get privacy or else I'll be turned into a damn human pretzel!!!!! or worse get a get an ass kicking!!!!! Why did you do that especially you but why did you all do that to me!!

Lori hung her head in shame she couldn't even look him in the eye anymore the way she was hating her younger self and her sisters younger selves for their misdeeds against their brother
Lincoln: Fucking answer me woman!!!
Lori shuddered in fear
Lori: I...I....I don't... know Lincoln I (Stutters) wish I had a clue (sniffs) maybe I am the worst sister ever ( Sheds tears)
Lincoln: You made my life a living hell one particular day more than usual and you made me very angry enough that I wrote your name in the Why is "blank" the worst sister ever book like what the hell was your problem that day huh?

Lori dries her tears to explain

Lori: I was humiliated at school by that bitch Carol Pingrey and I came home and you were in my face the whole day when I wasn't in the mood you just happened to be in the wrong place at the wrong time but I did calm down a little and felt bad sitting on your toy and destroying it that's why I took Vanzilla to go buy you a new one if I wasn't such a bitch to you that day we probably wouldn't be in this mess 21 years later
Lincoln: Speaking of that day after you got my voice message on your telephone, you didn't even finish it and then told me you don't want to hear any useless messages from me at the time I didn't care about that but overtime I had a lot of time to think back and now as I realise it what you said hurt a lot! So my phone calls and voice messages to you were useless? Do you even care about me? Clearly you answered that question 20 years ago when you joined everyone's stupid bad luck and good luck phases

Lori: Lincoln I...didn't mean to if I could go back in time...I

Lincoln: Don't insult my intelligence Lori we both know your lying through your teeth

Lori: I honestly am not lying bro

Lincoln: Don't call me bro this is your final warning!

Lori: Lincoln I'm terribly sorry for everything I did to you alone or when I was involved in the family mob mentality conspiracies

Lincoln: You have been a major pain in the ass to me since 1962 if I remember correctly before then you were the sister I enjoyed spending time with more than most as 50s Lori was great unlike 60s Lori so I got to ask obviously I got so many ass beatings from you that I'm shocked that when I check my ass in the mirror I never once saw a shoe print of yours on it but anyway what I was asking is with all the times you threatened to turn me into a human pretzel where you really ever gonna do it to me for real?

Lori felt even more guilt before she realised in a hurry what version of herself he was talking about the version that was still going through her quote unquote "Awkward Stage"  She shook her head at him
Lori: No I wouldn't do that.. ever I said all that human pretzel crap because I knew you would listen to me  it was just a damn scare tactic
Lincoln: You mean like how Lynn threatened me with a bat so i could go to her dumb game? which she lost and then blamed me for it!

Lori immediately defended herself

Lori: Lincoln I would never threaten you like that no way in hell
Lincoln: Oh really what about the time you threaten to crush my skull with the nightstand after Bobby broke up with you because I insulted Ronnie Anne explain that?

Lori: Ok I did but there's more to that story than you think

Lincoln: What the fuck do you mean?

Lori: Me and Bobby didn't break up we just came up with a plan to get you both to go with us as we were both tired of what you two were doing to each other

Lincoln: But you were crying and eating ice cream

Lori: I was watching sad dramas to get in the moment you claim your a great actor Lincoln but you couldn't tell the difference the nightstand was a dumb idea I just wanted to make you say yess
ASAP

Lincoln: Ok I get that I guess

Lori stood up and looked him deep in the eyes
Lori: Lincoln I know I haven't been the best sister in the world, I probably was the worst and again I'm really sorry for everything I have done to you in the past, I said some things I shouldn't have said to you or make my life easier at your expense and I didn't give a damn about your feelings, but don't ever think that I never stopped loving you or that you don't mean nothing with you I've always loved you especially in the 20 years you have been gone i would've been broken by the time I got out if the belief or meeting you again wasn't renting in my head now that letter I found you remember that I was mad right?
Lincoln: Yes why?
Lori: Yes I was mad for a short time after that I was crying out of 10 sisters who have pissed you off you labelled me as the worst, I told Leni about it but she forgot within 3 hours and I realised that crying Won't do shit for me, so i wanted to prove I was one of your best sisters that's why I got the Gus job but when you started using me for a lot of favours and got me into trouble with my boss you gave me a double whammy as not only was I going to miss prom but you didn't appreciate what I did for you and I thought changing your mind about me was pointless but then when you begged my boss to take over my shift for me so I can go to prom I realised how much of a brother you were you were a brother's brother I wish me and the girls didn't take advantage of you, constantly make fun of you, beat you up, blame you for stuff you didn't do and always seem like it was you against us I'm sorry

Lincoln: Lori your a horrible sister but at least you are taking a step in the right direction so for that I forgive you

Lincoln pulls her into a hug and she quickly returns it this was the happiest day of her life bar none

AN: Done Long time no see but I'm back writing as I want to finish this story before the end of 2022 and it has 6 chapters left so who do you think will be forgiven next and do you think it's time Lincoln does some bonding with the parents? Please comment leave your thoughts on the comments section I'll see you guys soon bye





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