Hey,
After my father left us for a different woman and went on with his life like we never existed, I stopped believing in love. I thought what they had was love. I saw them together and thought they were content with each other. But I was wrong. Or maybe they did love each other, but not in a way I want to be loved.
When my step-father came and swept my mom off of her feet, I thought that was my reason to believe in love again. But their love didn't last long. And so I was left with hating love.
If love is as beautiful as what they say, then why did I suffer because of the love I witnessed?
I grew up resenting everyone who's in love. I hate seeing people in love. I hate seeing people happy. Maybe because I know I can never have that kind of love.
Not until Finn came.
He's everything I ever wanted.
He's everything I didn't know I needed.
Everything is so perfect. He's so perfect.
If ever one day I stop writing here, it's because of him. I feel like even though I have the most fucked up life, I can bear it, now that I know I have him.
But if you're going to ask me if I'll tell him everything...about my parents.
I won't.
I can't hurt him.
Maybe everything can be our little secret.
I'll keep you under the bed for now. I started writing this diary because I needed an escape.
But now, I have Finn.
He's everything I want now.
BINABASA MO ANG
Leave Before You Love Me (COMPLETED)
FanfictionNisha tells her story through her diary entries. She was vulnerable, brave, and full of pain, but she somehow managed to live through it. Finn gets to be the only person who reads it. He was vulnerable, brave, and full of pain as he read. And he wi...
