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Hey,

I'm still uncomfortable addressing you as a diary. Hell, I'm uncomfortable addressing you as if you're a person. But I don't have any choice considering everyone in school hates me.

Okay, hate is such a strong word. Maybe they don't hate me. Maybe they just...dislike me.

I heard people talk behind my back. I heard people talk about me as if I'm not near them. I saw people looking at me as if I did something bad. 

But I don't even try to correct whatever rumors they heard about me.

Maybe because I don't really give a fuck if they hate me.

I'm used to people hating me.

I've been hated for all of my life.

I'm so used to the hate that if someone will try to love me, I'll freak out.

Really.

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