Psychotic

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7 months later...

Trevor's POV:

"AHHHHHHHH! AHHHHHHHHHHH! FUCK!! STOP IT! I'LL KILL YOU! AHHHHHH!" Y/N yelled in the next room.

I sighed, waking up from my sleep.

It's been 7 months since Y/N killed Melanie. Saved her family, and got Hashbrown back.

First few weeks she's been perfectly fine. The most concerning thing about her at the time was her constant vomiting, nightmares, and her lack of motivation to kill.

Y/N eats very unhealthy so at first we weren't concerned about the vomiting. We didn't notice it at first but she was over eating. Ordering fast food in the middle of the night when no one was up.

She was very good at hiding at first until Willow had decided to look at the security cameras out of curiosity and boredom.

There goes Y/N at 3 am.

She ordered a shit load of Chinese food along with drinking two big bottles of ginger ale. If someone were to eat that without vomiting immediately after they'd gain a solid 10-13 pounds.

Y/N didn't even look hungry. But she sat at the dining table eating every grain of food sloppily along with drinking every last drop of the ginger ale for about 2 hours excluding bathroom breaks.

It looked like she couldn't help it. Like there was some emptiness she was trying to fill but it wasn't working.

When she had heard alarms going off in the other rooms she cleaned as quickly as possible despite how tired and full she was.

No one suspected anything and it wasn't the first time either, she's done it at least four other times

Then it was her killing.

Y/N loved all things that had to do with dead people.

She loved the gory stuff, people's brains, their eyes out of their sockets, cut of limbs, blood, anything gory you can think of she absolutely adores.

She always has and she always will.

Or so we thought.

One of the night when Y/N didn't stuff her face we were all watching the fear street movies.

(SPOILER ALERT FOR THOSE WHO HASN'T WATCHED IT AND WANT TO OR DIDN'T FINISH THE MOVIES!)

The first ten minutes when Heather get her stomach slit Y/N looked away and gagged.

Then when Kate got her face turned into a loaf of bread Y/N ran to the bathroom and threw up until her stomach was completely empty.

Lastly... there were the nightmares.

Y/N isn't new to nightmares so seeing her look like shit after waking up, or her wanting to talk with one of us after she was afraid to go back to sleep was nothing new.

But the screaming. Oh god the screaming. You'd think someone was being tortured by laughing reaper by the way they were screaming.

It happened night after night. Lauren was more scared than any of us considering it was happening right next to her.

Eventually it was unbearable for everyone in the house so Y/N left. No one told her to she just did.

Even tho Y/N is unapologetically herself she doesn't like being a bother to people. So she left.

Despite her protests Me, Kehlani, and Willow came with her.

She's our ride or die. Wherever she goes, we. And wherever we go, she goes.

Lauren blows up her phone daily begging for her to come back or for her at least let her know where she is so she can come visit or permanently stay with her but Y/N refuses to let Lauren do that.

She says "Lauren has a career, friends, and family to take care of. I'm only one person and I'm um... not going a-any where any time s-soon. I love Lauren to death but I don't wanna be a trouble to her. I can't call her because she'll find a way to track me down. She has hundreds of hackers that will be able to track me in seconds. And texting isn't an option either, they'd be able to track me as well but in minutes this time. Lauren will be ok. She's one of the strongest people I know. As long as she knows I'm aliv- I'm ok and I love her more than anything and I'll never stop loving her... she'll be ok.".

That was about four weeks ago and Y/N hasn't gotten better but worse.

The nightmares turn into night terrors along with the sleep walking. The over eating turned into no eating at all. And even the sight of one drop of blood makes Y/N running to the nearest bathroom holding her stomach.

"HELP ME PLEASE! TREVOR! KEHLANI! WILLOW! LAUREN! SOMEONE PLEASE, HELP ME! I CANT TAKE IT! HELP ME PLEASE!" Y/N screamed.

"I'm sorry Y/N. I'm sorry I can't help you right now. Please forgive me. We pushed you too far. We love you more than anything and we wouldn't make you do something to hurt yourself intentionally. Melanie was your best friend, the only one that understands you better than we ever will. Now you're truly alone. Of course there'd be some backlash to you killing her. We were stupid. I'm so so sorry. I'm gonna f-find a way to help you." I whispered as tears streamed down my face and soaked into my pillow.

"PLEASE! I NEED YOUR HELP!"

(I've been on wattpad for about a year, I think it's time for an angst 🤷🏾‍♀️)