Watching You

72|It's My Idea

They ate "this is so good!" Alexis gasped "god where did you get this?" She asked already done with half of her burrito

"A small hole in the wall place not too far from here"

"We have to have this again before we leave I'll die without it" she moaned

He nodded "of course love whatever you want" he smiled "speaking of whatever you want, what do you want to do today?"

"Mm" she shrugged "I dunno"

He frowned "Baby you haven't exactly taken advantage of this vacation we can do anything you want darling, anything, and all we've done was go to the movies, walk on the beach, and go out for dinner- and most of those I had to make you pick an actual restaurant because you just wanted fast food"

"I think I am" she set her fork down for a moment "I don't think you realize but... All I want is you" she scooted closer to him putting her head on his shoulder "all mine" she kissed his jaw

He furrowed his eyebrows "you can't say those kind of things to me"

She pouted "what? Why? What did I say?" She leaned off him frowning deeply thinking she offended him he grabbed her neck

"Because you just make me fall more in love with you" he pulled her closer so he could kiss her when he pulled away and watched her lazily flutter her eyes open to look utterly dazed by his kiss something in him went completely feral

He forced her to lay back "you are making me lose my goddamn mind" he growled deeply

"I'll be good" she hummed

He rolled his jaw "stay" he hissed he got up picking up the trays moving them

He climbed back onto the bed "show me how good you'll be for me Baby girl"

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Harry had Alexis cuddled into his side rubbing her back he was drawing lazy circles on her shoulder as she laid on his chest with her eyes closed relaxed but not sleeping

He was gazing down at her

"I meant it"

"Mm?" She hummed

"I meant what I said"

She looked up at him furrowing her eyebrows "What did you say?"

He sighed "I'm totally fucking in love with you"

She smiled widely "I love you" she dragged her nails across his chest

"I Uh... I think if we did have a kid... I wouldn't-" he shrugged "I wouldn't be upset"

She raised her eyebrows "w-what?"

He nodded "I wouldn't leave or anything like that"

She leaned up with one arm pulling the sheet up with her so she stayed covered with the other "y-you want kids?" She furrowed her eyebrows

"Are you taking your birth control?"

Alexis started to panic

Her mind went into an absolutely frenzy:Is this a trick? Does he know? Did he find my paper work? Maybe he can tell? Am I showing that much? Did Niall spill the beans? Did Mrs.Short?

"Yes" she lied

He nodded "then don't worry about it"

WHAT?!

She stared at him totally at a loss for words "I don't... I don't understand why you brought that up?"

He shrugged "I've... I've really been thinking about your pep talk and you're right I'm not my father and my kid can't live through what I did if I don't put them through that" he was so lax that Alexis was getting unnerved "I know how you feel about it so I wanted to tell you that I wouldn't be upset"

"You're talking like in the future?" She questioned testing him

"Yeah I mean how I acted before was really shitty but I just never gave myself the opportunity to actually think about wanting children... it was just out of the realm of possibility" he frowned seeing her concern "you okay Darling?"

"F-fine" she calmed a bit after realizing he didn't know

"You sure? You're a little pale" he combed her bangs away from her eyes to feel subtly feel her forehead

"Mhm" she laid back down on him still not settled "you'd still want me?" She added "If I was pregnant I mean"

"Of course I would I'd want you then just like I want you now"

She kissed his chest "I love you"

"I love you more my Baby"