『Luffy x Reader ☠ One-Shots and More Book』

Bad Ending [3/3]

Warning: contains depression, blood, suicidal thoughts and suicide.
If you are not comfortable with these themes, please leave or skip this part.

Sorry if this one wasn't as good as the others I just couldn't think of anything really good for this ending.

The beginning will be similar to the previous one but the course of the story will be totally different, pay attention to the details!

A/N: Compared to the other two parts, much of the original writing has been kept.
And one more thing, if you identify with anything mentioned here, such as suicidal thoughts, please seek help.  There's always a way, it's never too late, you deserve to be happy, don't give up.

Reader gender: female
Words: 2649
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~(Y/N) POV~

A few days later I continued my usual routine, I would take a shower, then get ready, go eat in the kitchen with everyone and then I would spend time with one of my friends, this time I would spend the day with Chopper.

I was in the infirmary and Chopper was having a check-up to see if everything was going well with my health. He had just taken all the necessary tests, "You're getting better, (Y/N)! I just ask you to try drinking a little more water so you'll get better even faster." Chopper said, "I'll do it, thank you so much, Chopper. You sure are the best doctor in the world!" I said before patting his head.

"I-idiot! Your compliment doesn't make me happy at all!" He said as he blushed and did his happy little dance, so adorable! I just laughed at his cuteness.

I continued talking to Chopper until a certain captain appeared at the door of the infirmary, "Chopper, can I talk to her for a minute? Alone." He asked and hesitating a bit, Chopper just nodded, "If anything happens just call me." Chopper told me and I hummed in response.

Soon Chopper left, leaving me alone with the last person I wanted to talk to on the face of the earth. I just turned my back on him, still refusing to face him.

"Look I... I'm going to be straight, I know you hate me now and you don't want to see me at all. But I want you to know that I regret what I did and..." He sighed before continuing, "...I really wanted to settle down with you. Your friendship alone would be enough, I just want your forgiveness."

As soon as he finished I felt something like a tightness in my chest. I just stayed silent as he left the infirmary.

'Should I really forgive him for what he did? I still love him but... should I give him a second chance?'

For the rest of the day I thought about everything very carefully and calmly, and after thinking a lot I made my decision. But first, I needed to talk to him.

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The next day I mustered up all the courage I had and went to Luffy to call him in for a chat, "Hey, we need to talk. Now." I said and he nodded as he followed me to the aquarium room.

Sitting on the couch beside me, we were silent for a while before Luffy started to speak, "I really regret what I did. I never should have done that and nothing justifies what I did. I understand if you don't want be my girlfriend anymore, all I want is your forgiveness and if you want, I would like to have your friendship again." Luffy said as he ran his hand over the back of his neck nervously.

"You know, I didn't know what I was supposed to do. I really didn't. I was so mad at you and Nami, but at the same time I couldn't deny that I still loved you so much and that... I wanted you to be mine again. That we try to be a couple again." I said shyly looking away.