"Yours was the first face that I saw
I think I was blind before I met you
And I don't know where I am, I don't know where I've been
But I know where I want to go"
-First day of my Life by Bright Eyes
(WARNING NSFW) + mild season 3 spoilers
February passed by quickly; the new term now in full swing. You and Mikasa had three classes together and you couldn't be happier.
Over the weeks, you and Mikasa had gotten even closer than before: the trust and affection built between the two of you was unbreakable, and your relation could last forever if you wanted it to.
It was the Thursday before spring break, and you and Mikasa were walking home and planning what you were going to do with the time off. You threw up several different date ideas that you could go on, but Mikasa just blushed and shook her head to each of them.
"Well then, what should we do Mika?" you ask, unsure about what she wants to do, and worried that you might be weirding her out.
"C-can we have a sleepover?" she asks timidly, blushing wildly. You felt your own face get hot, wondering what could be making Mikasa this flustered. The two of you had had several sleepovers during your relationship, so you didn't understand what she was feeling. The two of you arrive upon your street, where you would each go your separate ways for the day. You turn to give Mikasa a quick but strong hug, and she reciprocates and buries her face in your neck.
"Come on Tuesday; my mom will be out that night" she says before turning around and scurrying away. You stood there for a few more moments, puzzled about her behaviour, before you headed home.
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Later that night, you were lying in bed after finishing up your schoolwork, reading the newest shojo beat magazine and thinking about Mikasa. She mentioned her mom would be away that night: that means no fun dinner from Carla. However, Grisha would buy you guys whatever fast food you wanted, and however much you guys could eat (though it usually ended up all being eaten by Eren).
You suddenly sat up from your spot on the bed. Eren mentioned he was going on a trip to see his half brother Zeke over march break. That means.... me and Mikasa will be totally alone.
Your body starts to heat up desperately and you can feel butterflies in your stomach and lower. Don't jump to conclusions y/n you thought to yourself. But is that not what she was thinking herself? She was so nervous and brushy, was she thinking about this as well?
You couldn't deny that you had though about Mikasa indecently, both while you were in a relation and while you weren't. Late at night you would often think about her smooth pale skin and her little whimpers.
Your body was hot and filled with excitement and nervousness. Should she think you were ugly? Would she be unimpressed with you? You tossed and turned all night, thinking about the soon to come sleepover.
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Tuesday March 10, 2009
Today was the planned sleepover between you and Mikasa. You had spend the days before doing your best to make yourself look nice, smell nice, (and taste nice), but you still felt nervous and self conscious. Maybe this wasn't what Mikasa was thinking at all, and you were getting way too ahead of yourself in the seriousness of the relationship.
Saying goodbye to your family, you hoist your overnight bag over your shoulder and head out the door, walking through the slush and water to Mikasa's house.
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