➕Gothic ➕- Mikasa Ackerman x fem reader

• T H I R T E E N •

"Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be okay
Though my skies are turning grey"
- Your Guardian angel by The red jumpsuit apparatus

To say Mikasa wasn't pleased by you hanging out with Annie was an understatement.

When you would speak of the concert, retelling her how awesome the music was and how great the musicians were, Mikasa got a sour look on her face, and when she caught wind of you waking home with Annie while she was at after school classes, she got upset and cold.

"I don't know why you're spending so much time with her" she's say, perfect eyebrows furrowed in anger.

"She's an old friend of mine Mikasa, and we haven't spoken in forever. I enjoy having her around again" you'd try to tell her, making no progress. 

"I don't trust her y/n. She means to be more than your friend. Please don't hang out with her."

You didn't understand Mikasa's feelings of anger towards Annie, but after a few days you figured out that it was perhaps jealousy that made her act so. When the conversation was dragged up again, you did your best to reassure her, cupping her face in your hands as she held a pouty frown, but giving into giggles when you places many small kisses all over her face. Nevertheless, Mikasa would always tense whenever Annie greeted you in the halls or struck up conversation.

It was becoming more and more obvious that Annie was hanging around you more, whenever Mikasa wasn't around you, Annie was, and she always left when your girlfriend would appear. You and Mikasa started arguing about it, and even though it ended in apology and forgiveness, it still weighed on you.

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At was a couple weeks until exams, and you were hanging around outside at the back of the school, waiting for Mikasa. She was taking an advanced class test, one that would allow her to skip the rest of her after school classes and receive an extra advanced credit.

It was a chilly day and you were standing against the wall out back, earbuds in and listening to MCR. By this hour, most of the students had left, and you were alone at the back of the building. Suddenly, Annie steps out on the side, walking towards you and leaning with you against the wall. You took out your earbuds and put your iPod away, turning to face Annie.

She's a lot closer to you than you expected, and when you turned, you were met with her bright blue eyes.

"So y/n" she starts before you could even open your mouth to greet her. "I, uh, got accepted to me dream school" she said, eyes cast downwards, a small grin on her face.

You knew she ha scene wanting to go to Queens for the longest time, and your heart filled with pride to hear the news. "That's amazing Annie!" You exclaim, giving her a brief tight hug. When you pull away, Annie's cheeks are red and she cannot meet your eyes.

"So, uh, cus I'll be moving away there are things that I feel like I have to do, while I'm still here ya know?" She looked embarrassed, and you wondered what she could by trying to tell you.

She pushes away from the wall, and takes a few steps away, hands in her pockets. She whips around to face you, bangs and scarf twirling as she spins on her heels. The holds an intense gaze on you, one that has you trapped and unable to say anything.

"Look, I know we were close when we were kids, and l, well, I know we've, ah... reconnected recently, but I-" she pauses.

"Well I-" she's unable to form words, and any more die in her throat as she looks at you.

"Fuck it" she mumbles to herself quietly.

Next thing you know, her hands shot out of her pockets, and she grabbed your face, slamming into and kissing you desperately.

Mikasa POV

Mikasa stepped out of the classroom, happy that she had passed that extra exam and received an advanced credit. She could now go back to walking home every day with her girlfriend y/n (and preventing Annie from doing so). Mikasa very quickly dressed into her winter attire and headed out to the back, where she knew y/n was waiting for her. She headed out and rounded the corner, just to see a flash movement and Annie Leonhart with her lips planted right on top of y/n's. For the brief second that Mikasa stood their, neither of the two girls had pulled away, and Mikasa's heart shattered into a million pieces.

From what she saw, Annie had kissed y/n, and she perhaps decided that Mikasa wasn't good enough. Sure, she may be jumping to conclusions, but they were right there, and Mikasa couldn't take it. With tears in her eyes she ran off the school property, sprinting through the snowy neighborhoods and reaching home, shutting herself in her bedroom feeling heartbroken and betrayed.

Your POV

You were caught so wildly off guard, your eyes wide as it takes you a second to understand what was happening. You heard the scudding of footsteps and as soon as it's registered in your mind, you push Annie away, her eyes flying open and her face burning. "I'm into you y/n. I really like you" her voice is breathy and light.

"I-I'm with Mikasa" you say airly, voice full of shock.

You could see Annie's eyes widen before her head drops and she takes a few steps away. "I-I see. S-sorry then" she says before turning away and briskly walking away, only briefly glancing at you before she's fully out of your sight.

You felt guilty for many reasons: Annie wanted more form you than you could give her, and any relationship you though you were rebuilding was now broken. The second reason was that Mikasa was right; Annie meant to be more than your friend, and you didn't believe Mikasa's worries.

You yourself turn away, opting instead to find Mikasa yourself, when you see her not too far away, running down the road, eyes red.

Your heart drops into your stomach when you realize it was Mikasa's footsteps you heard, and that she had seen Annie kiss you. You felt like you wanted to cry; Mikasa must think so terribly of you now. You do your best to run after her, but she had a wild head start and you were no match. Instead you run home as fast you can and call the Jeager household, met with Carla saying that Mikasa couldn't come to the phone.

You called a few more times that night but you were met with the same answer: the was not feeling well and could not come to the phone.

You've spent the afternoon crying; guilt and and shame being the centre of attention. You messaged Mikasa several times on MySpace, but al of them were never responded. Deciding to cal it a night, you get ready for bed, tears falling into your pillow, as you decide how best to talk to Mikasa tomorrow.

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Mikasa ignores you the next day. And the day after that. And the rest of the week that followed.

You did everything in your power to talk to her, pulling her aside, only to which she'd tear up and struggle away. You called her house several more times, only to be met by a concerned Carla who didn't know what was going on. You send tons of messages on MySpace, explaining everything, apologizing, begging, all of which have remained unread. You tried getting Armin and even Eren to speak to her for you, but she avoided Armin and Eren refused straight out. Mikasa wouldn't speak to you in class, and stoped sitting in the hall at lunch with you and Armin.

More than once you would be late to class, crying in the bathroom or a supply closet. Armin, who you've told of the situation, did the best he could to comfort you and talk to Mikasa, but it proved that she would remain stubborn.

A couple weeks went by, but it felt like years to you; instead of talking to Mikasa in your spare time you filled it with crying and feeling melancholy, the rift between you two growing bigger by the day. You were miserable and you could see Mikasa, though she tried to hide it, was too.

What where you going to do?

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A/N: And so the drama begins. How are you all today?