𝐃𝐄𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐘 ❀ n. hyuga

eleven: grief

"Why are they here? I met only half of them, why do they care now?" She thought, her eyes looked up into the dull gray, cloudy sky.

Everyone was crying.

Even the sky was crying.

She felt like dying.

Just going to sleep.

A small whimper escaped from her lips.

Her bottom lip trembling, so she bit it hard.

Her head leaned until it found it's way onto her brothers shoulder.

She tried to think of things that made her happy.

Amaya's loud laugh.

Her brother's smile.

Akira's giggle.

Orochimaru and his... things.

Naruto's antics.

Sakura and Ino's pointless fights.

Sasuke's sarcasm.

Hinata's tight hug.

Her snakes.

The Third's kindness.

Beating up Hoshi.

And him.

Neji.

She smiled at that.

Thinking about him.

The boy with the lavender like eyes.

His mittens.

The silence when their eyes would meet. Just for one second.

She thought about that one second.

Just a moment of understanding each other.

Her eyes squeezed shut as she held her breath, thinking of that silence.

A silence when you didn't have to say anything to each other

No matter how hard she tried she still felt...

What did she feel?

She knew she felt something.

But then it was gone.

Akane Akashi.

The greatest swordsman, some would say.

The woman who loved so many.

And so many loved her.

Inari sometimes wished that her mother just died.

The heat of the sting after she was slapped for not doing something right.