My feelings for you

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Arizona's pov:
I was on my third or fourth bottle of tequila when someone knocked at the door
-Maybe April forgot something- I said to myself - April I have a good reason to drink- I said opening the door but it was not April, it was Amelia...
-Arizona...- she was as beautiful as the last time I saw her but at the same time I was so mad!
-What are you doing here?- I asked avoiding eye contact, I know if I look her on the eyes I would cry and just take her back easily
-I'm sorry I left... I was so mad...I...
-Fuck you!- I said and tried to close the door but she got in before I could do it
-Please Arizona, do whatever you want but please take me back- she begged, I pushed her against the wall
-Do you even have an idea of how I felt? The pain I was in?- I yelled
-Please do whatever you want but you have to listen to me- she said and I kissed her neck, I was mad at her but I also wanted her so badly
I pulled away and took off her clothes then I pushed her onto the couch
-I had stay drunk most of the time!- I spanked her and kissed her neck roughly leaving marks- but the pain still there
-Zona please!- she said which sound more like a moan
-Please what?!- I said mad
-Please fuck me...- so I took of my clothes and carried her to my room
-You're a very bad girl- I said and kissed her roughly taking off her bra and panties- I think you need a punishment babygirl- I whispered in her ear and she moaned
-Yes daddy... Just...please- I was enjoying thi little game but I wasn't going to give her what she wants easily so I started kissing he inner thighs while massaging her boobs - aaahh...daddy please...
I started sucking on her clit and introduce one finger but she asked for more so I introduced two more fingers still sucking on her clit...
After two rounds we laid naked in my bed, I was so tired
-God I missed sex so much- I said tired
-Yeah... Me too, specially the rough sex we had- she smiled and turned to me- I'm sorry Zona...
-You left me and I never stop waiting for you... Never...- I said sobbing
-I'm sorry, I was going to propose to you and when I saw you kissing her I freaked out...
-Yeah but I pulled away, she kissed me...you could've listened to me...
-I know I'm sorry It's all my fault
-Why you came back now?why you waited a year?!- I said still sobbing
-I traveled to LA and stayed with Addie, there I found out my best friend still had cancer, his name is Sheldon so I decided to stay
-Oh...but you could've called me- I was hurt- I didn't even know if you were alive!
-Yes... But since I was staying I decided to have time for myself, I didn't mean to hurt you Zona I'm sorry- she said sobbing
-I'm still hurt... You just left... I love you but what you did...
-I'm so sorry Arizona... I'm an idiot... We can talk about that if you want, if you decide you don't want me anymore then I understand it...
-The important here is that you're back, we can talk about it later... I want to enjoy this moment- I kissed her softly- so how is your friend Sheldon?
-He made it, his last chemo was a week ago. After that all of my friends talked to me and told me that I had to fight for you, they told me "we never saw you as happy as you are with her"- I smiled- and also "The sparkle in you're eyes when you talk about her... You're meant to be so go and get your girl" so here I am- she said and kissed me
-And where is Scout?- I asked pulling away and avoiding what she said I completely forgot about him
-Oh... he's at Mer's, I wanted to passed by the house, leave Scout and pick something up but I couldn't find it
-Oh... Okay, can we sleep? I'm tired...
-Yes- then we fell asleep