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Mitsukou- 💖💗💖💗

A/N- so since there has been some pretty sh*tty chapters imma write some fluffy angst ig úwù also ghosts = alive (this took me so long oof)
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[Mitsuba pov]
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I awoke in the middle of class to my phone beeping on my desk of course it was Kou, He always bothered to text me everyday and i of course didn't mind it.

it was actually quite nice talking to him every day and night there was never a waking hour that i wasn't thinking of him (lol that just sounds  hella creepy)

I don't have feelings for him do i?? Ugh snap out of it Mitsuba you don't like Kou that way h-he's just a friend, yep! Yep! Just a friend! After that wierd conversation in my head i had hoped Kou couldn't hear my thoughts.

I mean its not like he would like me anyway! Just I hoped maybe I hadn't dashed his heart by any odd chance

Plus the chance of that happening are close to 0 since we are both boys....

He probably likes that stupid daikon girl... ugh why are you so sour towards her anyway?? At this point of mentioning her in my weird a*s conversations in my head i had forgotten her actual name

What was it again..yash- yashiro...nene? I think? Anyway i have to find Kou after class!

~Time skip~

After a while of trying to find him i accidentally bumped into Amane and Tsukasa

"oh! Hi Mitsuba!!!" Tsukasa shouted at me he then ran up to me and hugged me

"sorry Mitsuba!" Amane said while struggling to pry Tsukasa off of me.

between both of me and Amane's efforts to get the scrawny twin off of me we couldn't and ended up spending the next hour and a half trying to get him off

~Time Skip brought by random social interactions lmfao~

I had finally found him I contemplated running up to him until i saw he was talking to yashiro-senpai again

Ugh don't be jealous you idiot, you expected this....but still...it kinda hurts

I ended up just dashing off and hiding on the side of the school away from everyone and just let my negative thoughts roll off my tongue quietly

I ended up letting my feelings take me over and began sobbing quietly nobody noticed because I skipped class i didn't want anyone to see me like this anyway.

I walked around to the field of flowers on school grounds and picking flowers and taking pictures to cheer me up before Kou saw me
again, i was doing the 'love me, love me not' thing with the flowers and almost every time i did that it landed on 'love me not' it honestly crushed me even more

Ah i guess there's no point in even trying then, he likes daikon-senpai...

"I shouldn't even try" I whispered while dropping my body weight onto the ground surrounded by petals and full flowers

Salty tears ran down my face

"God why did i fall for such an idiot heh" I laughed with myself