THIS LOVE

CHAPTER 27

Chapter 27

Naghintay kami ng TRB's at nina Tita Mommy, at si Zeev sa labas ng operating room na ito.

Nagpasalamat ako sa inabot ni Sky na bottled of water saakin. Buong paghihintay ko, ay ang pagpapanalangin ko na sana maging matagumpay ang operation ni Mama.

Muli akong napamulat ng mata, at nakitang katabi ko na si Zeev.

"He'll heared you, because you been a good daughter to your mother. She'll going to be lush again. Because she knows she has a daughter waiting for her, here. A daughter with really hope and dreams for her eversince"

"Thank you Zeev" We smiled to each other.

"Irene, Hindi ba makakapunta si Sean?" Sky asked me.

"He doesn't know about this Sky. Hiwalay na kami ni Sean" They got all shocked on what I has said.

"I'm not gonna lie, because I really need him here" I stopped myself from falling a tears.

"Pero, I'm trying to be okay right now. Kailangan kong maging matatag sa surgery kay Mama" I said and perked at the operation room of PHC.

The moment the doctors come out. We all stand up, at nanguna ako para magtanong sa Doktor.

"We're really sorry" The doctors announced.

At nasilayan ko na lang sa loob ng operation na tinatanggalan na ng mga aparatos si Mama.

"I'm so sorry Irene, I failed the operation to your Mother. I'm really sorry" Malungkot na sinabi ng Doctora.

Nagsituluan na ang mga luha ko, narinig ko ang pag-iyak ni Tita Mommy. Nasilayan ko ang pagluha at pagduko nina Zeev, at ng TRB's.

"Doc, you didn't failed. Because I know my mother is in the better place right now. Where her heart can't no feel pain anymore. Thank you Doc" The doctors gaved me a small smiled.

And I walked towards my sick mother. I can see her whole face was in pale. I'm trying to absorb, this painful goodbyes of my beloved mother.

Naramdaman ko ang pagyakap saakin ng TRB's habang papalapit ako sa bangkay ni Mama.

"Mama..." I hugged her cold body, with an undending tears that formed on my eyes.

How can I live tomorrow, without my mother. Pano ko haharapin ang lahat, ngayong wala na ang pinakamamahal kong ina.

Masakit man pero kailangan kong tanggapin. Na wala na si Mama, na wala ng mag-luluto ng breakfast saakin. Na wala na ang number 1 supporter ko sa mga pangarap ko.

Wala na ang una kong kinuhanan ng pag-asa sa buhay.

"Ma, I'm going to accept that you will no longer with me. Kahit masakit po, dahan-dahan kong tatanggapin. Ma, you did a great fight in this world. Thank you for your sacrifice the day you gave birth to me. Mahal na mahal kita Mama"

My last word, before Mama's cold body brought of the funerals staff.

Humingi ako ng yakap sa TRB's, nakiiyak sila kasama ko.

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After the burial of my mother. Umuwi ako sa Cabin, para sundin ang hinihingi saakin ni Selene, at yon ay ang umalis na ako sa cabin.

Thankfully, I have again the TRB's in this kind of situation. Tala help me to find a convenient place to stay. Hindi ko na talaga alam kong paano ako makakabawi man lang sa mga kabaitan ng TRB's saakin.

"Can I help you?"

Zeev showed up, the moment I'm busy lifting my baggage para makalipat na.

Tumango ako na may ngiti sakanya. Nagtuulungan kami ni Zeev na malagay ang mga gamit ko sa likod ng compartment ng sasakyan niya.