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apology (canonverse)

This is basically just betty by Taylor Swift rewritten for Jaya, where Nya's the narrator. I forgot what these are called but yeah

bluejay i won't make assumptions
about why you're feeling down now but
i think it's 'cause of me
bluejay one time we were sitting at the table
felt your eyes on me
It's like i couldn't breathe

you heard p.i.x.a.l. spill all the beans
how i listened to that machine
now i'm regretting everything
the worst thing that i ever did
was what i did to you

but if i just swallowed all my pride and
tried to talk it out to you then
will you wish that i'd go straight to hell
and sigh and turn away or
will you gladly take me back if
i apologized for everything i did
i wish i coulda seen
he's not my meant to be
and i really miss you

bluejay i know where it all went wrong
you looked at me and at once i
went lashing out at you
heard you sigh, the disappointment
i hate letdowns, you know that
wish i could admit what's true

you heard p.i.x.a.l. spill all the beans
how i listened to that machine
now i'm regretting everything
the worst thing that i ever did
was what i did to you

but if i just swallowed all my pride and
tried to talk it out to you then
will you wish that i'd go straight to hell
and sigh and turn away or
will you gladly take me back if
i apologized for everything i did
i wish i coulda seen
he's not my meant to be
and i really miss you

i was with the kids checking out new gadgets
and thinking of you
the machine was like
your perfect match is cole and not jay
so i ran to him
convinced myself he was the man
flirted a bit but
you always were the one for me

bluejay i'm here on your doorstep
and i planned it out for weeks now but
it's finally sinking in
bluejay right now is the last time
i can dream about what happens when
you hear my voice again

the only thing i wanna do
is make it up to you
so i'm swallowing my pride now
yeah i'm swallowing my pride now

yeah i swallowed all my pride so
can i talk it out to you and
will you wish that i'd go straight to hell
or will you take back me for me
if you kissed me will it be just like i dreamed it
will it patch your broken wings
i wish i coulda seen
he's not my meant to be
i just know i miss you

holding onto both my hands
kissing in the storm again
it's electrolysis now
you know i miss you

A/N: so yeah, the format's a little different from what I usually do

I have an obsession with this song

and yes, this is basically continuing on with the angst fest that started with last week's entry. I guess I'm just sad and tired and bleh

anyway, don't forget to check out squidneyxd's entry too

but yeah thank you guys for supporting me as always and have a great day