I dead ass do not know what to write anymore.
My life is crappy as fuckkkkkkk.
I just found out women can get themselves pregnant without having sex with a male, and having their sperm/semen/cum inside the female body. Yes, I know crazyyy. Google it if you do not believe me. In all honesty I didn't believe it myself.
Anyways, its been what? 10 Days since my 1 month wit my boyfriend and i already feel as if hes cheating on me or just doesn't want to be with me. I mean yeah i get it. Im ugly. but dont tell me u "love" me, if in reality you just using me to make someone you actually love or like jealous...
Im no jealous type, unless they touchy wit my bf/gf. Other than that, I'm not one to be crazy Jealous. Yk what happened today, he didn't even bother to ask if i was okay? or not? I am sick, and i have been feeling like this for abt 2-5 days now. I never stay that sick for that long...I went to the hospital and they said "oh its nothing serious, and its prolly because you did just start your cycle" i was so fuckin mad because when im on my cycle, my cramps hurt like bloody hell the first 2 days!! Then they go away.
anyways enough of my stupid pain problems!!!
Anyways!!!
So i havent rlly spoken to my boyfriend lately and its really upsetting because I really love him, but I have a deep strong feeling that he lost feelings for me, or that he's cheating on me.
we broke up.
we thought it would be better to just be friends.
Best of friends.
we still love eachother but i mean its for da best, he was busy when i wasnt, or he was free and i would be busy. It wasnt healthy. so we broke it off.
Yeah, yeah, yeah I know Im the worst at relationships, but i mean isnt everyone at some point??
We all have our ups & downs! sooooo yeahhhh
