OkayDoes it rain in California?
Only dream I've ever known
Will they love you when you're famous?
Swear you'll never be alone
Hope someday I'll find nirvana
I'll be looking down below
I'll be dead at twenty-seven
Only nine more years to goI got a bully in my head
Fake love, fake friends
I was broken when you left
Now you hear me everywhere you goLa da di, oh la di da
Gonna be a superstar
Be the girl you used to know
Playing on the radio
La da di, oh la di die
Loving me is suicide
I'm a dreamer, I'm on fire
La da di, run for your lifeOh-oh, oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh, ah-ah-ah-ah
Yeah-yeah, I'm jxdn, I'm jxdnSaid I'm gonna be a rockstar, yeah yeah yeah
Told her I don't want a war, yeah yeah yeah
I don't see me going far, yeah yeah yeah
That's what happens when I fall apart
All of me wants all of you
But I'm far away and I can't choose
Got a lotta lessons that I need to learn
Got a lotta lessons
My depression and misconceptions
And all the mistakes that lead to lessons
My depression, it makes me question
My depression, it makes me questionLa da di, oh la di da
Gonna be a superstar
Be the girl you used to know
Playing on the radio
La da di, oh la di die
Loving me is suicide
I'm a dreamer, I'm on fire
La da di, run for your lifeDoes it rain in California
Where the angels cry for me?
Want the drugs that taste like candy
And blood diamonds in my teeth
AhLa da di, oh la di da
Gonna be a superstar
Be the girl you used to know
Playing on the radio
La da di, oh la di die
Loving me is suicide
I'm a dreamer, I'm on fire
La da di, run for your lifeYeah, I'm gonna be a superstar
Better off dead
It's been cloudy with a chance of depression
Broke my heart, and I learned my lesson
It's already over in my head
It's been cloudy with a chance of anxiety
Can't keep out the demons inside of me
Maybe I'm just better off dead'Cause you love me and you hate me
Use your body to sedate me
And you make me fucking crazy
You made me miserableIt's been cloudy with a chance of depression
Broke my heart, and I learned my lesson
It's already over in my head
It's been cloudy with a chance of anxiety
Can't keep out the demons inside of me
Maybe I'm just better off deadYeah, yeah
Why you always gotta have the last word?
You know all my passwords
Watch you walk away, I'm bendin' backwards
You tell me that you love me and you miss me when you're plastered
Who can fuck each other over faster, disasterYou make me worse, not better
You act like, "So, whatever"
Mistake my pain for pleasure
You change your mind like the weatherCloudy with a chance of depression
Broke my heart and I learned my lesson
It's already over in my head
It's been cloudy with a chance of anxiety
Can't keep out the demons inside of me
Maybe I'm just better off deadIt's been cloudy with a chance of depression
Broke my heart, and I learned my lesson
It's already over in my headIt's been cloudy with a chance of anxiety
Can't keep out the demons inside of me
Maybe I'm just better off dead (maybe I'm just better off dead)
(Better off dead)It's been cloudy with a chance of depression
Broke my heart, and I learned my lesson
It's already over in my head
It's been cloudy with a chance of anxiety
Can't keep out the demons inside of me
Maybe I'm just better off dead (maybe I'm just better off dead)
'Cause you love me and you hate me
Use your body to sedate me
And you make me fucking crazy
You made me miserable
SAD!!!
Yeah, Who am I? Someone that's afraid to let go, uh
You decide, if you're ever gonna let me know, yeah
Suicide, if you ever try to let go, uh
I'm sad I know, yeah, I'm sad I know, yeahWho am I? Someone that's afraid to let go, uh
You decide, if you're ever gonna let me know, yeah
Suicide, if you ever try to let go, uh
I'm sad I know, yeah, I'm sad I know, yeahThought I gave her everything
She took my heart and left me lonely
I've been broken, heart's contentious
I won't fix, I'd rather weepI'm lost then I'm found
But it's torture bein' in love
I love when you're around
But I fuckin' hate when you leaveWho am I? Someone that's afraid to let go, uh
You decide, if you're ever gonna let me know, yeah
Suicide, if you ever try to let go, uh
I'm sad I know, yeah, I'm sad I know, yeahWho am I? Someone that's afraid to let go, uh
You decide, if you're ever gonna let me know, yeah
Suicide, if you ever try to let go, uh
I'm sad I know, yeah, I'm sad I know, yeahWho am I? Someone that's afraid to let go, uh
You decide, if you're ever gonna let me know, yeah
Suicide, if you ever try to let go, uh
I'm sad I know, yeah, I'm sad I know, yeahWho am I? Someone that's afraid to let go, uh
You decide, if you're ever gonna let me know, yeah
Suicide, if you ever try to let go, uh
I'm sad I know, yeah, I'm sad I know, yeah
