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I am looking for apartments or houses for rent or to buy to stay living there for my mother because my father is being a dick and tryna kick her out. So if I don't then my mama is gonna be living god knows where and i wont be able to see her or my baby sister...and i rlly grew attached to my baby sister so its gonna hurt like hell...omg i swear my father fucking hates me.
1. he has my ex come to my quince
2. he makes me do every fuckin chore that my siblings have
3. he verbally abuses me....all the time
I really don't know why he fucking hates me so much for??? I defend his ass almost all the time and what i get is yelled at told that im worth nothing and a nobody...You know it hurts when someone calls u a nobody...it like ruins ur whole perspective in the world...it ruins how you look at the world...it ruins how you look at them now...it ruins everything.
It hurts..
I have been told...I'm not good enough
I have been told...I'm nothing
I have been told that...I'm a nobody...
I have been told that...I am a worthless person
Who no one could ever love or care for. That is the world I live in.
Where everyone calls me these horrible things....
"I don't need 'em then N' I don't need 'em now..."
"How come he don't want me"
"You found a job?....Your job was to stay..."
"Maybe we...we aren't meant to be together?"
"Lately, I have been feelin like Imma project...like I need to be fixed.."
"Because you left me for 8 months...waiting for you to come back..."
"Como pudiste mentirme cuando te di toda...mi amor, mi cariño, mi tiempo...no me diste nada pero aun así te di todo..."
"Do not walk away when I am talking"
"I no longer feel things"
"You made me thought....that you quit drinkin...yet I caught you...drinking...again..."
"I just need everything to stop...to just stop.."
"I am paralyzed....no feelings...not a care in the goddamn world"
I am so fucking done.
I feel fuckin dead.
I am nothing but dead inside...
He broke me and no one can fix a broken clock...wanna know why? because we are meant to stay broken...and broken I shall stay.
I really can't deal with this bullcrap anymore...
She used me.
To get to him...
He chose her instead of me...
Yet I knew him longer, ofc Im a no one so he chose her...
I knew him longer and he chose her.
I gave him everything and he chose her.
I gave him love..
I gave him my time..
I gave him my care..
What I got in return was..."mhm" or "yh" or "wyd" or "hi" that's what I got in return...
My dumbass still stayed wit him tho...because i was blinded by my love for him..
The only time he would ever wanna really talk was if he wanted pics or if he wanted to facetime or whenever he would want something...
I am so done wasting my time on boys or girls.
Driver's License - Olivia Rodrigo
"To finally drive up to your house But today I drove through the suburbs Crying 'cause you weren't around"
"And you're probably with that blonde girl Who always made me doubt She's so much older than me She's everything I'm insecure about Yeah, today I drove through the suburbs 'Cause how could I ever love someone else?"
"And I know we weren't perfect but I've never felt this way for no one"
"And I just can't imagine how you could be so okay now that I'm gone Guess you didn't mean what you wrote in that song about me 'Cause you said forever, now I drive alone past your street"
"And all my friends are tired"
"Of hearing how much I miss you, but I kinda feel sorry for them 'Cause they'll never know you the way that I do, yeah Today I drove through the suburbs And pictured I was driving home to you"
"And I know we weren't perfect"
"But I've never felt this way for no one, oh And I just can't imagine how you could be so okay, now that I'm gone I guess you didn't mean what you wrote in that song about me 'Cause you said forever, now I drive alone past your street"
"Red lights, stop signs"
"I still see your face in the white cars, front yards Can't drive past the places we used to go to 'Cause I still fuckin' love you, babe (ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh) Sidewalks we crossed I still hear your voice in the traffic, we're laughing Over all the noise God, I'm so blue, know we're through But I still fuckin' love you, babe (ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh)"
"I know we weren't perfect but I've never felt this way for no one"
"And I just can't imagine how you could be so okay, now that I'm gone 'Cause you didn't mean what you wrote in that song about me 'Cause you said forever, now I drive alone past your street Yeah, you said forever, now I drive alone past your street"
"Can't drive past the places we used to go to 'Cause I still fuckin' love you, babe"
