Always & Forever (Choni)

Chapter 44

Toni smiled watching them together, "What movie were we watching?" Toni asked, grabbing her PS5 controller.

Cheryl brought it for her on her birthday last month, the brunette was extremely excited when she opened the day they got home from the hospital.

"Uhm...I don't remember, " Cheryl blushed. What? When a very sexy woman is kissing on your neck, you tend to lose track of things.

"Oh well, I'll just pick another one." She chuckled, clicking on another movie. Cheryl sighed when she felt Hunter straining, "He needs a diaper change." She said, standing up and going into Hunter's nursery.

When Cheryl returned, Hunter was wrapped in a blanket, his little eyes staring up his mother's matching ones.

"Did I miss anything important?" Cheryl asked. Toni shook her head and cleared her throat, "What was that about?" She asked.

Cheryl's stomach filled with nerves as she avoids eye contact with Toni. "W-What are you talking about?" She asked, fixing Hunter's little hat.

"Come on, Cher. You know exactly what I'm talking about!" Toni said, careful not to startle Hunter.

Cheryl shook her head, "It was nothing, TT. I just wasn't in the mood, that's all."

Toni raised her eyebrow, "Babe, you know you can't lie to me right?"

Cheryl kept her eyes on the precious boy in her arms, tears pricking at them.

"Cher..." Toni whispered, gently taking the boy from her wife's arms and placing him down in the side bed they had for him.

Cheryl quickly wiped her tears away, "I-I'm sorry." She sniffled.

"Baby, you don't need to apologize. I just want to know what's going on." Toni said, caressing her pale cheek.

Cheryl looks up at her, letting another tear roll down her cheek, leaning into her hand on her cheek.

"I feel...I feel like once you see my body after pregnancy...you won't like it. I just-I feel-"

"Insecure?" Toni piped in, wiping away the redhead's salty tears. Cheryl nodded, looking down in her lap.

"Baby, you have to know that you are the most beautiful, sexiest, prettiest, attractive woman I've ever laid eyes on in my 26 years of living. You're so smart and funny, anyone would kill to be you." Toni said.

"I don't care about what other people think. I just care about what you think..." Cheryl mumbled with a sniffle.

"Well, you want me to tell you my honest opinion of you?" Toni smirked. Cheryl nodded, bracing herself.

"Cheryl...when I think of your name, I think about how caring you are. How you put others first and jump to help others in need. I think about those capturing blue eyes, the ones that I fell in love with, the ones you gave our son. I think about your smile...lord knows when I see that smile all my worries melt away, and I fall in love with you all over again. I think about your soft lips, how they feel against mine, and the fire they cause in the pit of my stomach when we kiss. I think about how you can light up my whole day just by saying one word about your job or when you see something you enjoy and your eyes light up. I think about my Cheryl, my wife, my best friend." Toni listed, wiping away the flowing tears on Cheryl's cheek.

"I can't express how much you make me feel, baby. I need you to know that I don't care about that stuff, I don't care about your small back pains because then I get to take care of you, I don't care about the baby bump because, surprise, you just had a baby! I know this may take a while to get used to, but you don't have to worry about me being 'disgusted' about this. It just makes me think about how strong you are, and I admire that so much! When it's my turn to carry our future children, you'll get to see me in that same light, and I promise you that you will see how strong you really are, baby." Toni tucked ginger hair behind Cheryl's ear.