Listening To My Heart - Poetry/Lyrics

Poem 49 {Epiphany From The Heart}

Sitting here I'm trying to compose.

Just a few words that will make me expose.

I'm trying to form the words that not only will cleanse me,

But will make you realise.

Though I can't,

I can only sit and write these words.

Why am I so speechless?

Why is it that I have you on my mind?

And I watch you and I smile at you,

But I don't know what I'm trying to tell myself.

I know there is something linked to you,

Is it hate?

Jealousy?

Desire?

Hurt?

Friendship?

Or love?

I'm not sure,

All I know is that this pain won't leave until

I discover the role you play in my life,

My future.

I'm not sure what it is that my heart is trying to tell me.

The more I ponder the more confused I grow.

It's not healthy, it's not okay.

My heart whispers soft words to me,

Advising and explaining,

Though I can't hear.

All I can hear is the rattling of my mind

As it races to find a conclusion.

I need to know, I'm falling down in pain and loss,

I'm not getting this nor the meaning.

I need your guidance.

Just a hint.

I'm mixed of emotions.

One second I want to reach out to you.

The next I want to hurt you,

Oh cause you've hurt me.

I don't know what to say.

Thinking.

Wishing.

Hoping.

I'm realising there are only four things to say;

I

Still

Love

You.

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