Listening To My Heart - Poetry/Lyrics

Poem 30 {God, Light My Worth}

I don't know what is happening,

I'm becoming more and more delirious.

Oh God help me, help me find my way.

It seems that I'm losing more light and faith every day,

I'm fading away.

Oh Lord, what is becoming of me?

I don't want to go back,

But still I don't try.

I'm lost and confused,

And all I want to do is scream out to anyone who will hear.

But oh no one will hear,

Oh you see I have disguised myself,

There have been lies after lies and all they see is a fraud.

Oh cos my savoir,

I'm losing it all,

I'm losing my identity and I'm losing myself.

I don't know how to get back,

And I don't think it's possible.

I can't help and stop everyday and think,

Of my past and my mistakes.

I've lost it all and I'm all alone.

All I need is you,

To help guide me through,

Through the pain and this quick sand.

Cause I don't think I have much time left,

I think I'm sinking.

So I'll reach out pleading for help,

You're my last chance for change and its going to start.

I swear, I have failed everyone,

And all that is left to betray is I.

I'm prepared for that extra pain.

I just need this one last life line and I promise you,

I'll try, I may not succeed,

But please stand by my side.

Cause I've lost everyone else.

Oh cause I have defeated my own reason for living,

And all I can do is blame I.

So please, if you can,

Please save me.

Please take my hand,

And guide me to the light.

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