Listening To My Heart - Poetry/Lyrics

Poem 23 {Back To Just Fine}

So this is what life is suppose to be like now?

I sit by my window staring into the night.

I lay in the grass looking up at the sky.

I sit and watch the sunset and the sunrise.

But it's not the same,

There is no colour,

There is only rain.

The beauty has vanished,

It's just like any other day,

Boring and empty.

I feel like I've lost something of me.

Before it was fine,

Then you came along and it was so indescribable, so beautiful.

But now you've gone and I don't know how to get back to those fine days.

To get back to those days where no one whispered in my ear 'I love you'

 But at least I was able to breathe, and it was fine.

Now I'm in the days where no one says I'm beautiful, and there is no one to hold me at night.

I'd do anything at least to go back to those fine days.

I know you're not coming back so fine days is the next best.

But I don't know how, when all I see is you.

I don't even know what I want,

I know I want to stop feeling this way,

So bland and useless.

Oh cos I don't wanna feel this way,

Oh how do I get back?

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