Listening To My Heart - Poetry/Lyrics

Poem 34 {I Made It Through}

You left me small and unaware.

Lost, you didn't leave me with any words,

No guidance or any words to help me prepare for what was to come.

What came was pure darkness, I dissolved and faded away.

I always envied you,

Being able to leave it all,

Being loved and missed and going to find more happiness,

And yet you left me with no words of comfort.

I wasted away knowing that when it was my queue to leave

I wouldn't have all that;

Being loved and missed.

All that you had.

I tumbled and stumbled, facing the world alone.

I locked down and disappeared,

I wasn't going to come crashing down again.

But I did though, didn't I?

I hit rock bottom.

I had finally found joy and affection;

Maybe I wasn't going to waste away alone.

Though I was ignorant,

Those fairy tales you once read to me

Had all gone to my head.

Why did I think it was the first boy to lay eyes on me?

So I crumbled.

And I kept to the dark.

But standing one day out in the breeze,

Allowing myself to wallow in my misery.

I crawled out, with pure struggle and pain,

But I pulled myself out.

Cause I realise, I now realise.

That you left me with no advice and message

 As this is my own journey, this is my own game.

I play and design the game.

It was my journey to face alone.

And I realised that you didn't start out fully happy and in love,

On your own journey,

Oh cause you yourself had to play

And make your way across the game first.

You left me as I thought alone and with no hope.

But you have given me hope,

Oh you've given me all the hope I need.

Cause there was no message,

Cause you knew I'd make it through.

You knew I'd always make it through.

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