I was staring at Sam and Dean,
Dean said" You know, I'm usually not afraid of him, but... he's going to actually kill us if we get hurt."
Sam said" Yep. Zadkiel..." He tried giving me puppy eyes,
I said" Don't." He gulped,
" Look, we've gotta go hunt these sons of bitches, it'll be okay."
" Well, I can't run in and save you and I don't like... I don't like it."
" You won't have to run in and save us. It's just a small nest of vampires."
" Why can't I come?" He stared at me, raising his eyebrow," You know, I really don't like that you actually care about me, it's very annoying actually."
" I know, but you're gonna have to deal with it, baby boy."
Dean snickered" Kinky."
" Dean, shut up."
" Mm, I'll be in the car." He walked out, I looked at Sam, he walked to me and crouched down in front of me.
" It'll be okay, we'll be back in a couple hours max."
I said" Just because I'm still kinda hurt doesn't mean I can't hunt."
" Maybe in your world, but I've kinda gotten really attached to you and really don't like seeing you hurt."
" I don't like seeing you hurt."
" You've gone through enough pain for right now, okay? Just please stay put, I will beg."
" Beg."
" Please, please, please, please." He ran his hand through my hair," Please, please, please..." He slid his hands down my chest and stomach, my hip arched on instinct, he smirked," Please stay put. For me, just stay here and hunker down, and watch a movie or tv show... or jerk off," I laughed," Anything to keep you to stay put, okay? I swear we'll be back soon. And I'll try and not get hurt too much."
" You've convinced me." He smiled and kissed me, I kissed back, he pulled away and smiled widely at me.
" Good, because if that hadn't have worked, I was so gonna cuff you to the bed."
" Kinky, Sam." He laughed,
" You love it." He winked before standing up and walking out the door, closing it. I sighed and got up, pressing my ear to the door. I heard the rumble of the impala then it was driving off, I sighed and locked the door.
It's been half an hour and I was already freaking out, I sighed, then thought about last night... Sam giving me a blow job, me using my grace on him... the orgasmic pleasure. I fell back onto the bed, staring at the ceiling, I whined, I don't like this feeling, I don't like feeling so useless!
I woke up to someone shaking my shoulder gently, I whined and cuddled more into Sam's flannel.
I heard Sam whispered" Baby, wake up, hey, we're back. Baby boy, we're back, okay?" I yawned, and rolled over to face him,
I mumbled" Hi."
" See, back in one piece. Minor damage." I smiled sleepily, then nuzzled my face against his flannel." Can I get my shirt back?"
" You wish, big foot." He chuckled, I heard Dean laugh,
" I'm gonna take a shower, then you'll have the real thing to cuddle with."
" Yay." He chuckled and kissed my neck before walking away,
Dean said" We lived, see?" I rolled and looked at him," And in one piece! That's a win. When'd you fall asleep?"
" Maybe an hour ago."
" Turn around, I'm changing and headed to get some food."
" Burger?"
" And your weird ass boyfriend is getting a salad."
" Don't call him weird ass, he's a weird big foot." Dean laughed and shook his head, I turned around,
" Want a cheeseburger?"
" Mm-hmm!"
" I'll be back in a few, no perverted shit while I'm gone." I laughed, he walked out, closing the door.
Soon Sam came out and looked at me, I was still cuddling his flannel,
He said" Where's Dean?"
I said" Food." I yawned and looked at him, he smiled at me, he walked to me and laid down. He wrapped his hands around my waist and pulled me to him, I flopped against his side. He kissed my head,
" Were you okay?"
" Freaked out a little, but it was okay."
" You'll be able to hunt soon, I promise."
" It's taking too long."
" Just give it another week, okay? And we'll test it out."
" Okay."
" I've got you, baby boy."
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I was alone in a motel room, Sam and Dean were acting like FBI agents for this case they're on. I felt someone behind me, I turned and saw Castiel, I backed up,
I said" Get away from me."
Castiel said" We have to make amends, Zadkiel."
" No, we don't. Just leave me alone."
" Zadkiel, your wings..."
" My wing are gone, Castiel." I glared at him, my eyes glowed," So shut up."
" You need to-"
" To what?! Deal with it? Because I am, just fine without any angel help!"
" You're still an angel, Zadkiel."
" I am nothing like you! Nothing!" My back tensed, I yelped and crashed onto my knees, I breathed heavily." I will never be like you again!" I screamed as pure energy coursed through me, causing intense pain to my body. I squeezed my eyes shut as it exploded, everything was numbingly sharp then darkness.
Sam's POV
Dean and I walked into the motel room, the lights were blown, glass was everywhere, I saw Cas in the middle, a little bloody.
Dean said" Cas?"
Cas said" I tried talking to Zadkiel, he didn't take it very well. The extreme energy inside him exploded, he is a danger to anyone around him."
" What'd you say?"
" Told him he was still an angel. That we should make amends."
" Oh, great." Zad was passed out, in the corner, I ran to him and tried to lift him up, but he was burning hot. I hissed and moved my arms away from him,
I said" What's happening to him?"
Cas said" He's coming down from the energy burst, I suggest getting him out of here, he caused an explosion." I saw the walls against him were black, like they'd been burnt.
" He's white-hot, I can't touch him." Dean rushed to the bathroom, I heard water running, then he came out with wet towels. I wrapped them around Zad's back, and lifted him up, I hissed and stood up, I ran out the door while Dean grabbed our stuff.
We were in a new motel room, I was staring at Zad, he was still knocked out on the bed. He had cooled down after an hour and a half,
Dean said" He'll be fine, Sam."
I said" He's hurting so much, and he can't handle it."
" He's got you." Zad groaned, his face scrunching up a bit,
" Zadkiel!" I ran to him, and crouched next to his head, he looked at me, his eyes were hazy.
He whined" I don't feel good, Sam." I rubbed his cheek with my thumb,
" I know, but you're gonna be okay, I swear."
" I-I-I had another explosion... didn't I?"
" Yeah, you did." He groaned, then nuzzled his face against my hand, I kissed his head." I'm gonna make sure you're okay, I swear."
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FanfictionZadkiel was cast out years ago, and cursed by witches the second he acted out of bounds. Now he's faced with a new challenge, surviving in his world with his old family, the angels. That's when he meets Castiel, an old friend, his guard is up and h...
