Trust Me

Chapter 5

Sam's POV
Everything was awkward with Zadkiel, Dean and I were at a bar, Zadkiel was back at the motel room, binging some Disney marathon.
Dean said" What's up with you and Zad, Sam?"
I said" What? Nothing."
" Oh, so those awkward, longing stares... the you look, he looks, or how about the... you staring at him when he's sleeping, him staring at you when you're focused on a book or laptop."
" He looks at me when I'm not focused on him?"
" Ha!"
" Oh, dammit!" I dropped my head, Dean laughed,
" So... what happened between you two?" I sighed,
" I kissed him..."
" You-You... kissed him?" I sighed, gulping," Holy shit! You kissed him, Sam!"
" I know what I did."
" And?"
" And what?"
" And how'd it make you feel?"
" I liked it, I really liked it. But I got... I got scared, and then it got-"
" Awkward! It radiates off the two of you! Make a move, man! He likes you, you like him, you're both consenting adults."
" No, I'm not having-" Dean wiggled his eyebrows," Stop!"
" Okay, so... I'll be back in tomorrow." I saw him eyeing some woman at the bar," Have fun. Don't use my bed." He smirked, I groaned,
" You're sick."
" Oh, definitely!" I groaned louder, then sighed," Have fun, don't be a stiff, there should only be one part that's stiff."
" Gross, Dean." He chuckled, I sighed and looked at him,
" Have fun!" He patted the side of my face then walked away, heading for the woman at the bar.

I walked into the motel room, I smiled as I saw Zadkiel staring at the tv, mouth gaped, zoned into the movie playing.
I said" Zad, you alive?" He made a grumbled noise," That's not really an answer..."
He mumbled" Go away." I chuckled and sat next to him, watching his reaction, he started blushing. I inched closer to him, he let out a tiny gasp, I smirked, then wrapped my arm around his waist." What're you doing?"
" Making my move." I kissed him, he kissed back after a second, the kiss intensified, I pushed him back, getting on top of him. His arms wrapped around my neck and his fingers dug into my hair. I deepened the kiss, we both breathed through our noses, and I rolled us over so he wouldn't hurt his back more. He dug his fingers into my hair, I held his waist, I sat up, so he was on my thighs, my arms wrapped around his waist.

We've been making out for 30 minutes, we finally pulled away, we were both panting heavily. Our foreheads together,
I mumbled" That was amazing." He kissed me, I kissed back, our lips moving slowly against one another, so much passion between us. I pulled away and went to kissing his neck, his head leaned back, giving me more access. I gripped the bottom of his hoodie and pulled it up, gently, then moved away to pull it off his head. He tugged at my jacket and shirt, I smirked and shook off my jacket and pulled off my shirt. We started making out again, passionately, I slid my fingers up the side of his arms and locked my fingers behind his neck, I flipped us over so he was laying on his back. He flinched a bit, his lips losing mine," Are you okay?"
He said" Yeah, I'm okay." He arched his back, and pulled me back down to his lips, we started making out again.

We were pressed up against each other, lips locked, he moaned into my mouth.
He mumbled" Sam..." I moved to his neck, kissing lightly along the slightly visible vein." 'M virgin..." He gasped as I finally located his sweet spot at the base of his neck.
I whispered" Do you want me to take your virginity, Zad?"
" Mm-hmm... definitely..." I smirked against his neck, then started sucking at his pleasure spot. He whined loudly, his legs wrapped around my waist," T-That feels... amaazing..."

Zadkiel's POV
Sam was stretching me out, with his fingers and tongue... which caused me to become putty, and a moaning mess. Now he's slowly pushing into me, I whined at the stretch, he started kissing my shoulders and neck. I gasped, feeling him sliding into me,
He whispered" You're okay, you're okay, do you want me to stop?" I shook my head, my legs moved and he was pushed in more, I yelped," I should stop."
I whined" No.. Don't stop, please don't stop, Sam..."
" Zad-"
" Please... want you to keep going, please don't stop." We looked at each other, he sighed then continued to push in till he was against me. I was breathing heavily, he peppered my face with kisses, leaning down to kiss my neck and shoulders. After a few minutes, it felt better, I nodded my head, he started thrusting, I whined out as pleasure consumed me. Sam groaned against my neck,
" You feel so good, Zad... fuck." I moaned, my fingers gripping his hair, we started kissing again.

He was slowly thrusting into me, hitting my p-spot every thrust, I moaned against his lips. He pulled away slightly,
He mumbled" I can feel you humping against me, Zad, let go..." I moaned, whining," Cum for me."
I said" Saaam! Nngh-ahh!" I came between us, I panted softly, moaning as he kept moving.
" I'm so close... fuck, fuck." He came, I whined as he pulled out, feeling empty, he chuckled." How was that for your first time?" He kissed along my jawline,
" Amazing." I smiled, he kissed my lips softly,
" Let me go get a towel." I kept my legs wrapped around his waist," Come on, Zad, I'll be right back." I smirked, shaking my head, he smirked back, I saw that look," Fine, I guess when Dean comes back in the morning, he'll see our cum." I immediately unwrapped my legs, he laughed and quickly got up. I watched him walk away," Stop staring at my ass." He walked into the bathroom,
" 'M not... staring... I'm... I'm admiring." He chuckled, and walked back out, he stared at me, laid out on the bed." Stop staring at me." I blushed,
" I'm not staring... I'm admiring." I laughed,
" Touché." He cleaned me, then himself, then made sure Dean would never find the towel. He pulled boxers and my sweatpants onto me, then got into some boxers and sweatpants himself. He laid back down next to me, I immediately curled into him, my face tucked into his neck, he sighed, his arm wrapping around my lower back. I whimpered as my scars stung, he kissed my forehead,
" You're okay, Zadkiel, you're okay. I've got you."
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I woke up to Dean's laughter, I heard Sam groan,
Dean said" Damn, took my advice for once."
Sam said" Go away, Dean." Dean chuckled,
" Have fun, little bro?"
" Yeah." Dean groaned, Sam chuckled this time," We did have fun. Slow, passionate fun. I took his virginity."
" He's never had sex!"
" Shut up, you're gonna wake him up." I nuzzled closer to Sam,
I mumbled" He already did." I opened my eyes, and saw Sam giving Dean a glare. Dean rolled his eyes," And yes, I've never had sex before."
Dean said" Damn! What about with a girl?" I shook my head," Sam, you better take care of this one." Sam chuckled, I smiled,
Sam said" I hate you."
" Yeah, I know." Sam rolled his eyes, I laughed,
I said" You two are very alike. It's entertaining."
Both said" Shut up." I laughed and laid my head under Sam's arm, he chuckled and rubbed my hair back, I dozed off again.